Selasa, 03 September 2013

Sepotong Kue Coklat


Aku harus melepaskan anganku. Aku harus menjauh dari imajinasiku untuk terus bersamamu. Sosokmu yang baru sebentar tapi mampu menarikku jauh masuk dalam duniamu. Hal ajaib yang kau lakukan untukku malam itu berhasil membuatku jatuh hati. Masih menempel lekat dalam memori otakku, saat kita bertemu di caffe depan komplek rumahku. Aku yang tengah asyik memainkan ipad-ku tiba-tiba dibuat salting olehmu. Kau mendekatiku yang tengah duduk seorang diri. Kau membawakan sepotong kue coklat, dan berkata aku adalah pengujung ke 100 yang beruntung mendapatkan paket special dan sepotong kue coklat itulah alat yang mempertemukan kita. Tak dapatku bantah, sosokmu yang begitu menawan mampu menghipnotisku sejak pertama kali kau membawakan sepotong kue coklat untukku. Pria berpostur tubuh atletis, tinggi menawan dengan mengenakkan kemeja putih sepadan dengan celana jeans yang sangat pas dipakai di tubuhmu, begitu selaras dengan gitar putih yang kau pegang.

Mataku tak lepas memandang ke sudut dimana kau memetik-metik gitarmu dan kau lantunan lagu indah didepan semua mata yang berada ditempat itu. Petikan terakhir di lagu pertama usai kau lantunkan, saat lagu kedua akan kau perdengarkan kepada seluruh pengunjung caffe, lagu yang akan kau bawakan selanjutnya adalah lagu yang kau khusus untuk seseorang yang malam itu menarik perhatianmu. Seorang wanita yang tengah duduk sendiri disudut caffe sambil terus menatapmu di atas stage. Dan kau menunjuk ke arahku. Semua matapun tertuju padaku, meletakkan pandang ke mejaku. Entah seperti apa ekspresiku saat itu, namun yang pasti aku mungkin terlihat bodoh didepanmu.

Kau memetik senar gitarmu, mulai memainkan alunan lagu. Terdengar lantunan merdu dari suaramu, beberapa gadis yang tengah ada di caffe itupun, tak hentinya berdecak kagum melihatmu. Pria karismatic yang pandai memainkan gitar. Dagdigdug, kurasakan irama jantung ini berdetak lebih cepat dari biasanya. Kau lantunkan lagu yang memang akhir ini aku sukai. Afgan “Jodoh Pasti Bertemu” entah mengapa lagu itu sungguh menyita perhatianku, dan semakin membuatku kecanduan saat kau yang memainkannya untukku. Bait demi bait kau nyanyikan dengan sangat indah, petikan gitarmu yang merdu membuat diriku semakin mengagumi sosokmu yang begitu ajaib yang baru kukenal beberapa menit yang lalu. Kau memandangku sambil terus melantunkan lagu itu, aku mengerti akan kondisi itu dan aku dibuat salah tingkah olehmu. Kedipan matamu membuatku tak hentinya memeras kedua tanganku yang sejak tadi banjir keringat dingin.
Sejak malam itu, kau sering menghubungiku, kita sering bertemu, menghabiskan waktu bersama, bahkan kau sering mengajakku mengunjungi caffe sekedar untuk menikmati secangkir coffe, tak lupa sepotong kue coklat yang sekarang menjadi menu favorite kita. Kian hari aku tak dapat memalingkan pandang walau hanya sejenak. Dan sebentar saja kamu telah menjadi orang terpenting yang tak dapat ku singkirkan dari keseharianku.

Pagi ini aku melangkahkan kakiku dengan cepat agar tiba disekolah tepat waktu. Namun langkahku terhenti ketika mendapati sosokmu berdiri di depan pintu gerbang sekolah. Kau tersenyum dan melambaikan tangan ke arahku. Ku tanyakan ada apa kau kesini, namun kau terdiam sambil tersenyum penuh maksud memamerkan deretan gigi putihmu. Aku tak memerdulikannya, aku meninggalkanmu, namun dengan cepat dia meraih tanganku hingga aku berbalik dan memeluknya. Ini mungkin akan menjadi kejadian paling bodoh kedua kalinya yang ku alami setelah kejadian pertama kali dia menyanyikan sebuah lagu untukku di caffe malam itu. Dan saat ini semua terulang kembali, jantungku berdetak tak karuan, aku mengatur nafasku agar rasa gugup yang kurasakan tak terlihat olehnya. Aku berusaha tenang saat kedua mataku berjarak sangat dekat memandang mata birunya. Aku mencoba melonggarkan pelukannya, namun dia semakin erat memelukku. Aku terus meronta minta dilepaskan, dengan alasan malu menjadi pusat perhatian ditempat itu, namun kau tak memperdulikannya. Akhirnya setelah bersusah payah meronta, kau memberikan sebuah syarat agar aku dapat terlepas darinya. Kau menginginkan aku untuk menjadi pacarmu. Yang kurasakan saat itu kedua kakiku terasa lemas, aku tak mempercayai apa yang telah dia katakan beberapa detik yang lalu dihadapanku. Namun sialnya dia mengancam takkan melepaskanku sebelum aku menjawab pertanyaannya, dan jawabannya harus iya. Ya tuhan, betapa malunya saat itu ketika seluruh siswa siswi lain melihat kejadian didepan pintu gerbang yang ku alami. Tak ada pilihan lain, aku tak ingin terus dibuat malu seperti ini didepan anak-anak, dan akhirnya yang dia dapati dariku adalah anggukan kecil diikuti ekspresi malu-malu yang tak sengaja tercipta. Kau memelukku didepan umum, dengan cepat aku melepaskan pelukanmu. Refleks kau menciumku, aku berlari menuju lobi sekolah. Aku berhenti sejenak, berbalik badan melihat kearahnya, mendapati kau kegirangan dan berteriak mengatakan “I LOVE YOU” dengan lantangnya. Sungguh, hal ajaib darimu yang berhasil membuatku terbang jauh ke awan.

Seminggu setelah aku resmi menjadi pacarmu, kau selalu membuatku terkejut akan hal-hal ajaib yang kau lakukan. Aku merasa sungguh bahagia. Namun sepertinya, cinta kita mulai diuji. Entah mengapa, malam itu aku ingin sekali bertemu denganmu. Aku mendatangi caffe tempat dimana kamu bekerja. Tapi langkahku terhenti, jantungku terasa tertusuk benda tumpul dan tak dapat tertembus. Aku melihatmu bersama seorang wanita, wanita itu memelukmu, mesra sekali hingga kau tak sadar akan kehadiranku diruangan itu. Sayup ku dengar pembicaraan kalian yang begitu intim. Wanita itu berkata menyesal telah kehilanganmu, bahkan dia menginginkan kau kembali dikehidupannya. Tak banyak yang kau ucapkan pada gadis itu, namun dengan jelas ku dengar, kau berkata bahwa kau sudah bersamaku dan kau tak mungkin meninggalkanku. Aku bersembunyi dibalik tembok yang membatasi antara ruang utama dan ruang tengah, aku menggigit jariku menahan tangisku dan mengendalikan emosi yang tercipta saat aku dengar semua yang terucap darimu. Aku tak kuasa lagi membendung tangisku dan memutuskan pergi dari tempat itu, tanpa sempat bertemu denganmu.

Beberapa hari aku memutuskan menjauh darimu. Namun kau terus mencari kabar tentangku. Kamu terus menghubungiku tanpa pernah ku perdulikan. Kamu juga tak henti mendatangi sekolahku, tapi aku selalu menghindar saat mengetahui keberadaanmu. Suatu hari, kamu mengirimkan sms yang isinya aku harus menemuimu malam ini di caffe, kau ingin membicarakan sesuatu. Entah mengapa, aku akhirnya memutuskan untuk datang. Setelah beberapa hari ini menjauh darimu aku tak bisa membiarkan ini seperti ini terus. Aku harus segera menyelesaikannya.

Malam itu, kita bertemu di caffe. Aku duduk terdiam dihadapanmu. Kau terus memandangku, namun aku justru memalingkan pandang ke sudut yang lain. Kau menanyakan mengapa akhir-akhir ini aku bersikap seperti ini, apa yang sudah terjadi denganku. Tapi tak satupun pertanyaanmu yang aku jawab. Kau mencoba mendekatkan tanganmu menyentuh tanganku, namun aku menghindari sentuhan itu. Tak ada basa-basi lagi yang terucap, saat ku rasa tepat ku jelaskan semua yang mengganjal beberapa hari ini. Aku memutuskan untuk menyudahi hubungan ini, aku tak bisa meneruskan hubungan jika dia hanya memberikan sebagian dari hatinya untukku, dan sebagian lagi masih tertinggal di masa lalunya. Aku tak ingin menjadi penghambat jalan kamu untuk pulang kembali ke hidupmu dulu. Aku rasa, rasa cinta yang kau tunjukkan padaku tak mampu menandingi rasa yang masih tersisa jauh dalam hatimu. Namun bodohnya aku yang tak dapat membacanya, atau mungkin kau yang terlalu pintar menyembunyikan semuanya dariku.

Kau mencoba menjelaskan semuanya dariku. Kau menjelaskan bahwa dia yang kutemui malam itu memang masa lalumu. Aku tak berucap ketika kau memberitahukanku semuanya. Dan aku semakin melihat bahwa kau sungguh masih menyimpan rasa untuknya. Aku hargai setiap kejujuranmu, namun itu semua tak dapat merubah keputusanku, malah semakin memantapkan niatku. Aku memegangi pundaknya sambil menggigit ujung bibir bawahku menahan agar aku tak menumpahkan air mata dihadapannya. Dan aku mulai berkata:

“Terima kasih untuk semua hal ajaib yang pernah kau lakukan untukku. Terima kasih untuk sepotong kue coklatnya, terima kasih juga untuk lagunya. Aku suka. Aku juga menghargai usahamu untuk menjelaskan semuanya. Aku nggak marah karena kamu tak sempat menceritakan ini. Tapi tak ingin munafik ada sedikit rasa kecewa, karena ternyata aku hanya sebagai tempat persinggahanmu saja. Jadi aku memutusin untuk menyudahi semua, mungkin memang hubungan kita cukup sampai disini. Aku nggak ingin menjadi penghalang antara hubungan kalian. Aku tak ingin dibilang egois, karena mementingkan perasaanku sendiri.Kalau memang kau masih menyayanginya, kejar dia, temui dia, jelaskan padanya. Aku tau, kau tak akan mengulangi kesalahanmu untuk yang kedua kali.”

Seketika kau memelukku setelah mendengar semuanya dariku. Air mata yang sejak tadi tertahan, tak mampu lagi aku bendung. Aku menangis dalam dekapannya, dan aku dengar pula suara isakan tangisnya namun tidak dia tunjukkan dengan jelas. Aku ikhlas jika harus merelakanmu memilih kembali ke masa lalumu. Karena jika aku masih mempertahankanmu, itu tandanya aku egois, aku hanya memaksakan kehendakku sendiri tanpa memikirkan apa yang terjadi jika sebuah hubungan tercipta dengan dibumbui bayang-bayang masa lalu.

Sabtu, 31 Agustus 2013

Tentang Kita Yang Selalu Berbeda


Di minggu pagi, ketika sang fajar perlahan mulai meninggi menampakkan kekuatan sinarnya. Aku masih terlelap dalam kenyamananku memimpikanmu. Suara dering alarm yang sengaja aku sett semalam tak mampu mengusik mimpi yang pelan tapi pasti menyeretku untuk tetap tinggal. Namun seketika aku tersentak ketika tirai jendela kamarku terbuka, meninggalkan suara gesekan yang nyaring ditelinga. Sungguh menyebalkan! Cahaya matahari yang masuk melalui celah jendela memantulkan sinar yang menyilaukan mata dan memaksaku untuk bangun meninggalkan mimpi abstrakku yang tak entah kapan berujung. Namun aku masih saja mengelak, menutupi sinar yang menyilaukan itu dengan punggung tangan.

Ku dengar sayup suara yang sangat ku kenal. Suara yang berbisik di dekat telingaku. Ada sentuhan lembut yang ku rasakan menyentuh kulit wajahku. Sentuhan hangat dan memberikan kenyamanan yang tak dapat ku jelaskan. Perlahan ku mulai membuka mata, mencaritau apa yang telah ku rasakan beberapa detik yang lalu, ku dapati sosok yang tadi hadir dalam mimpiku. Iya, kamu. Kamu yang selalu menyita waktuku untuk tak henti memikirkanmu. Kamu yang perlahan menyeretku dalam lamunan yang entah akan berujung nyata ataukah sebaliknya. Kamu yang tak henti meyakinkanku, bahwa hanya cintamu-lah yang pantas bersanding denganku di masa depan. Begitu bahagianya, aku masih dapat melihatmu.

Akhir-akhir ini, setiap minggu pagi kau memang selalu datang untuk mengantarku pergi ke tempat yang selalu rutin aku datangi setiap minggu pagi.. gereja. Iya, kamu mengingatkanku untuk selalu datang ke rumah Tuhan. Kamu pernah bilang, aku harus rajin datang sembahyang ke gereja. Kau ingin aku untuk mendoakan kita, masa depan kita. Katamu, kamu yakin dengan pengharapan. Jika kita menginginkan apa yang ada diharapan kita menjadi nyata, kita harus rajin untuk memintanya dalam doa. Kau juga yakin, Tuhan akan menjabah doa kita, jika kita memintanya tulus dari hati.

Kamu membuka selimut yang hampir menutupi seluruh tubuhku, dan membangunkanku.  Tapi aku menggodamu, aku berbalik memunggungimu dan kembali memposisikan tubuh untuk terlelap. Kau mendengus kesal. Dengan jailnya kau membalasku dengan menggelitikiku hingga aku merintih, rasa geli yang tak dapat ku tahan berhasil membuatku bangkit dari ranjang. Kau tersenyum jail melihatku, menggodaku saat aku memanyunkan bibir. Kau menarik tanganku dengan lembut, lalu berdiri dibelakang tubuhku yang lebih pendek ± 10cm darimu, menaruh kedua tanganmu dipundakku. Kau membawaku untuk segera masuk ke kamar mandi. Meski kesal, aku pun tetap menuruti maumu.

Aku membuka pintu kamar mandi, mendapatimu duduk diatas ranjang, bahkan kau juga merapikan tempat tidurku. Aku tersenyum melihatmu yang tengah asyik berkutat dengan iphone-mu. Dengan sabarnya, kau menunggu aku hingga selesai mandi, berdandan lalu blablabla melakukan ini itu yang biasa dilakukan perempuan. Saat aku menghadap ke meja rias yang ada disudut kamarku, asyik memoles wajahku dengan sedikit blashon dibagian pipi. Tiba-tiba kau bangkit berdiri, mendekat menghampiriku, perlahan kedua tanganmu kau letakkan dipundakku, memelukku dari belakang dan berkata “Kamu sudah cantik, untuk apa lama-lama berdandan?” lalu kau mencium pipiku. Aku memiringkan kepalaku menatap matanya, lalu tersenyum sembari mengusap-usap wajahnya dengan punggung tanganku. Detik itu juga, aku masih tetap pada keyakinanku, aku tak akan menyerah untuk memperjuangkan kita.

Kau menyalakan mesin motormu, merayap melewati padatnya jalanan. Saat sampai di depan gereja, waktu menunjukkan pukul 8 pagi. Aku buru-buru turun dari motor, tanpa sengaja meninggalkanmu di parkiran. Namun aku teringat sesuatu, aku memutuskan kembali berbalik berlari kecil menuju ke tempat dimana aku meninggalkanmu. Belum sempat aku memberitahu alasanku kembali, kamu sudah tau maksudku. Kau tersenyum dan berkata tak apa. Tanganmu kau angkat sampai menyentuh rambutku, merapikan rambutku yang sedikit berantakan, menyilahnya menuju dibalik telinga. Kau mendekatkan wajahmu di keningku, kau mendaratkan kecupan hangat yang sulit ku jelaskan. Aku tersenyum, membalas kecupanmu dengan mencium mesra pipimu lalu berbalik berlari kecil masuk ke gereja.

Di dalam gereja, aku memperhatikan setiap pesan yang disampaikan oleh pendeta. Entah mengapa, tema misa kali ini sungguh menarik, tentang pasangan yang akan dipertemukan di surga. Aku memandang patung yang terpampang di depan gereja tepat dihadapanku. Patung YESUS yang mati disalib untuk menebus dosa umat manusia yang terpampang di depan gereja tepat dihadapanku.
YESUS.. begitu agungnya kuasa-Mu, hingga membiarkanku untuk masuk terlalu jauh dalam emosi yang ku ciptakan sendiri. KAU membiarkan dia untuk mengusik duniaku, dan membiarkan dia bermain-main di duniaku. Maafkan aku yang tak dapat mengelak dari perasaan ini. Tapi aku percaya, ini memang jalan yang telah KAU khususkan untukku.

Selesai misa, kau masih menunggui ku di tempat saat terakhir kita berpisah satu jam yang lalu. Masih berkutat dengan iphone-mu, kau asyik menggoyang-goyangkan jempolmu menyentuh layar touch screen. Aku berjalan berjinjit mendekat ke arahmu. Sengaja ingin menggodamu, ku arahkan kedua tanganku menutupi bola matamu, mengagetkanmu dari belakang. Kamu berbalik, dan kita tertawa bersama. Tak berapa lama kemudian motormu sudah melaju, membawa kita menyusuri jalanan yang terlihat lenggang.  Sepanjang perjalanan, aku memeluk tubuhmu, mendekapnya dengan erat. Aku tak ingin melepaskan pelukanku darimu. Sungguh, aku tak ingin detik-detik kebersamaan kita berakhir begitu cepat. Aku ingin selamanya seperti ini denganmu, sejenak melupakan adanya perbedaan diantara kita yang begitu mencolok.

Aku paham, aku dan kamu sungguhlah berbeda. Aku punya YESUS, yang ku yakini sebagai Tuhanku sekaligus teman yang tak pernah meninggalkanku dan selalu setia menjagaku dari atas surga. Dan kamu punya ALLAH, yang kau yakini sama hal-nya sepertiku. Sejujurnya aku ingin sekali terlepas dari belenggu kebimbangan hati. Rasa bimbang menentukan pilihan. Sayang, sungguh aku sangat menyayangimu. Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau. Dan aku yakin, kau pun begitu. Namun, aku tak ingin pilihanku nantinya justru akan menyakiti salah satu diantara kita. Karena nyatanya, kamu-lah yang ku pilih untuk menemaniku saat ini. Tak hentinya kau selalu meyakinkanku bahwa cintamu-lah yang akan membahagiakanku nanti, dan kau juga-lah yang pantas bersanding denganku nanti. Ingin sekali aku mengatakan bahwa aku juga memiliki pengharapan yang sama denganmu. Ingin sekali aku menjawab semua harapanmu dengan mantap “Iya..” Namun entah mengapa, aku masih sulit mengungkapkannya. Bukan maksudku meragukanmu, namun rasa bimbang yang terus mengusik jiwaku masih menyita sebagian waktuku untuk tidak gegabah mengambil keputusan.

Tuan, kamu masih sebagai pelaku utama yang selalu memunculkan pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang entah seperti apa jawabanku nantinya. Tapi aku tetap meyakini bahwa kita akan tetap menjadi kita. Kau begitu menggebu-gebu, mengatakan bahwa semua pertanyaan-pertanyaanku itu jawabannya adalah.. iya. Bahkan dengan mantapnya, kau melontarkan kata itu. Tahukah sayang? Saat ini aku berjuang mempertahankan segala yang terjadi diantara kita agar tetap bertahan seperti saat ini. Aku tak ingin jika nantinya aku dihadapkan pada pilihan antara hidup bersamamu atau melupakan semua untuk orang tua-ku. Aku ingin suatu hari nanti, aku dapat mantap menapakkan kedua kakiku bersama pilihan yang ku yakini sebagai pilihan yang tepat. Dan doa-ku, pilihan itu adalah aku bisa menghabiskan setiap detik dan detak jantungku bersamamu tanpa harus menjadi anak durhaka karena menentang keinginan kedua orang tua.

Aku janji akan membuat mereka percaya, bahwa perjuangan kita bukanlah sebatas perjuangan anak ABG yang meminta izin pacaran kepada kedua orang tuanya.
Ku harap perjuangan kita yang begitu keras, nantinya akan meluluhkan kerasnya prinsip dan mereka belajar menerima kenyataan, bahwa cinta kita-lah yang akan menang di kemudian hari.

Namun apakah mungkin salib dan tasbih akan bertemu?

Minggu, 04 Agustus 2013

Selamat Ulang Tahun, Gie..


Aku tau kau takkan mungkin membaca jentikan kecil dari jari-jariku. Meskipun aku mengerahkan seluruh daya upayaku, itu takkan cukup untuk membuatmu tertarik membacanya. Ini hanya tulisan aneh yang dibuat oleh seorang wanita yang hanya bisa mengutarakan perasaannya dari sudut jendela dunia maya, dan sangat pengecut ketika berada dihadapanmu. Aneh bukan? Barisan paragraf yang diungkapkan oleh seorang wanita yang baru sekali saja menatap matamu. Namun, jika pada akhirnya takdir yang membawamu untuk membaca tulisan ini, aku hanya ingin mengatakan; tolong jangan tertawakan kekonyolan dari setiap kalimatku dan maafkan aku yang telah lancang membawamu masuk ke duniaku. Karena disini aku hanya ingin menjadi diri sendiri, yang mungkin belum sempat kaukenal lebih dalam. Dalam tulisanku, aku mengundang kamu untuk menikmati manisnya setiap kata dan setiap kalimat konyol yang aku ciptakan sembari membayangkan, seandainya aku bisa mengutarakan semua ini lansung dihadapanmu, membuatmu percaya bahwa ada cinta yang luar biasa begitu menguasai sebagian dari ruang di otakku.

Dimulai dari perkenalan kita yang terjadi, bukan dengan tatapan mata ataupun sebatas jabatan tangan, namun berawal ketika layar kecil berukuran seperti pas foto 5cm x 4cm yang seolah menuntunku untuk menemukanmu. Sejak mengenalmu, sosokmu seolah-olah mampu membius setiap tindakanku, senyum sederhanamu mampu menghembuskan angin yang berbeda dalam keseharianku. Perlahan kau menjelma menjadi sosok terpenting, yang sedikitpun tak ingin aku lewatkan kabar dan beritanya. Aku meletakkan seluruh perhatianku demi ingin mencari segala yang berhubungan denganmu. Bahkan aku seperti telah menggilai sosokmu yang jauh dari kriteria pendamping yang aku impikan, hingga aku rela melakukan hal konyol demi untuk menarik perhatianmu.

Kamu, kamu selalu berhasil menciptakan gempa-gempa kecil dihatiku. Rasa penasaran akan sosokmu yang sulit untuk ku jelaskan. Kau seakan ingin membiarkanku menebak-nebak apa isi dari otakmu. Selalu kutunggu kau dalam deret barisan timeline, namun sebaris namamu tak juga muncul. Mataku pun tak lepas dari layar kecil handphone-ku, berharap kau akan memberi kabar ataupun sekedar bertegur sapa denganku.

Ah, ada apa denganku? Apa hubungannya aku denganmu? Mengapa kau harus selalu melaporkan semua kegiatanmu padaku? Benar-benar sudah gila! Kamu lihat, betapa sosokmu mampu memainkan sebagian dari isi otakku untuk tak lepas memikirkanmu. Betapa aku sangat kecanduan mencumbumu dalam sisi gelapku. Di dalam mimpiku kamu begitu nyata dan bernyawa, bisa ku sentuh dan ku genggam. Dalam lamunanku, kau bisa ku bentuk menjadi sosok yang hangat, sosok yang menjagaku dan tak akan pergi meninggalkanku.

Tuan, apakah kau ingin tau? Jauh didalam hatiku kamu telah jadi segalanya. Kamu orang pertama yang kucari saat matahari memaksaku untuk membuka mata, dan kamu orang terakhir yang selalu kusebut ketika aku terlelap dalam doaku. Kamu seperti senyawa yang mengikat dan menjeratku, agar tak dapat lolos dari dekapanmu. Aku ingin mengejarmu, mencuri waktu untuk menemuimu.

Sampai suatu ketika kita memang bertemu untuk pertama kalinya, kamu dengan kemeja biru kotak-kotak serasi dengan t-shirts putih dan celana panjang hitam yang kau kenakan, tampak membuatmu terlihat, tampan. Dan kau berjalan didepanku, membelah banyaknya kerumunan orang yang sibuk berlalu lalang disekitarku. Namun keberadaanmu, sungguh tak lepas menarik pandanganku. Ku tangkap senyummu yang sejak tadi tergantung manis dibibirmu, senyum penuh kesederhanaan. Yang ku rasakan saat itu adalah sesak, aku tak mampu bernafas. Dan masih dengan kebodohanku, bukannya memanggilmu untuk sejenak menengok ke arahku, namun aku malah menggigit ujung bibir bawahku menahan rasa gugup yang mendera tubuhku. Rasanya sulit memaafkan diri sendiri yang selalu menciut, menjadi pengecut karena melewatkan kesempatan itu.

Saat malam datang, kamu masih menjadi sosok yang tak mau hilang dan pergi dari ingatan. Sungguh, aku menyesali segala perasaanku sendiri. Aku mencintai sekaligus membenci segala tentangmu dalam waktu yang sama. Benar-benar telah membuatku gila! Benar kata orang..

Orang yang kau cintai adalah satu-satunya orang yang mempunyai kesempatan besar untuk menyakitimu.”

Semoga kau tak bosan membacanya. Ini bukan lelucon yang sengaja aku buat, ataupun kata-kata yang ingin merajukmu. Namun kata-kata yang tersusun ini mewakili seluruh isi hatiku. Tulisan yang akan selalu aku tulis. Tulisan yang kukirim tanpa alamat yang jelas, dan takkan pernah sampai didepan rumahmu. Tulisan yang mungkin akan kamu baca tanpa kaugubris.

Namun dari seluruh tulisanku, aku sebagai orang yang mengagumimu ingin mengucapkan..
SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN, sayang
 Tak banyak kata yang akan ku ucapkan untukmu, selain sederet doa yang akan menghembuskan rasa rinduku untukmu. Dan ucapan terima kasih karena telah mengizinkan aku untuk menjelajahi duniamu.
Tetaplah menjadi sosok yang teristimewa dibalik kesederhanaanmu.
Aku mencintaimu...



Untuk orang yang saat ini masih berjuang melawan kerasnya ibukota,
sosok yang tak pernah lelah memainkan perhatianku,
sosok yang begitu nyata dalam khayalan dan lamunanku..
GIE~

Sabtu, 03 Agustus 2013

Penantian di Perbatasan Kota

Sudah lama aku menantikan hari ini. Hari dimana mungkin aku bisa melihatmu lagi dalam sudut pandang yang begitu dekat. Kamu tau sayang, betapa bahagianya aku mendengar kabarmu kali ini.
Seandainya, satu janji yang kau ucapkan untukku tahun lalu bisa menjadi alasan untukku menemuimu, akan aku lakukan!
Indahnya angan yang jauh melesat dalam benakku tak mampu untuk ku kuasai lagi. Anganku masih sama seperti tahun lalu, saat tubuhmu memaksa ragamu untuk pergi meninggalkanku, saat kau terpaksa harus mengakhiri semua cerita yang belum kita mulai ini, dan merelakan seluruh waktumu terbuang demi mengais beberapa rupiah yang khusus kau persembahkan untuk memenuhi kebutuhan keluargamu. Sungguh, sebentuk ketekadan hati dari seorang laki-laki yang pernah ku kenal. Karena itulah, aku tak pernah menyesal telah memasrahkan hati pada sosok sesederhana seperti dirimu. Aku sendiri yang membiarkan hatiku untuk kau renggut dan kau bawa pergi bersamamu. Dan sekali lagi aku membiarkan takdir untuk memainkan perannya.

Sayang, masih dapatkah aku melihat indahnya senyummu kali ini? Dapatkah aku menghirup laju angin bersamamu? Akankah kau menepati janjimu kali ini? Aku sungguh menyesali cerita yang kini terjadi. Tak seharusnya aku membiarkan semua angan ini memenangkan perannya. Seharusnya aku bisa menghentikan semua gejolak jiwa, berhenti untuk memimpikanmu dan pergi melupakanmu. Seperti yang telah sukses kau lakukan. Bahkan alasan karena aku baru sekali menatapmu, seharusnya dapat menjadi acuan untukku bersikap acuh padamu. Tapi nyatanya semua usahaku tak mampu mengalahkan kegigihan hati yang masih mempercayai takdir akan tepat memainkan perannya. Kamu masih menjadi bagian terpenting yang tak dapat ku lewatkan. Kamu masih menjadi pelaku utama yang berhasil menyedot seluruh perhatianku. Menyita lengang waktu dan ruang dalam otakku untuk tak lepas berangan tentang sosokmu setahun belakangan. Aku tau sayang, bukan waktu yang tepat untuk membicarakan tentang kita.


Enggak! Belum kita, masih sekedar aku dan kamu.
Dan aku paham, saat ini bukan hanya aku yang menantimu malam ini. Untuk sekedar mengucapkan aku merindukanmu saja, mungkin aku sudah berada dideretan terakhir.

Hati semakin gelisah. Aku merasa resah. Kini, aku tak mengerti mengapa kegelisahanku ini yang justru membawaku ke tempat ini. Namun aku merasa deguban jantungku semakin kencang dari biasanya, hati seperti meloncat kegirangan saat berada ditempat ini. Mataku tak hentinya memalingkan pandangan, mengarahkan ke berbagai sudut pandang seperti sedang mencari sesuatu, dan tentu saja aku tau jawabannya. Ku langkahkan kakiku menyusuri tempat ini, membelah kerumunan orang yang tengah asyik dengan kesibukan mereka. Saat ini, aku seperti orang bodoh yang tak punya arah dan tujuan. Namun satu yang ada dipikiranku sejak tadi, seandainya takdir memainkan perannya kali ini. Aku ingin saatnya tiba, saat aku dan kamu menangkap pandangan, sejenak untuk kita membicarakan tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa, tentang rindu yang menggebu, dan tentang cinta yang tak terungka, bagiku dan mungkin juga bagimu. Sudah cukup lama aku terdiam, tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam, sampai-sampai aku tak sadar telah berjalan memutari tempat yang sama sejak tadi. Keringat dingin yang membasahi telapak tangan ini semakin membuatku gugup, sehingga beberapa kali membuatku melipat tanganku, meremasnya karena kegelisahan yang tak ku mengerti.

Mataku terhenti disatu titik dimana baru saja bus berwarna putih berhenti tepat di gerbang perbatasan kota. Bus itu berhenti melaju tepat dibawah cahaya lampu yang bersinar cukup terang, memberikan sorot pandang yang mampu terlihat mata meski jarak kita yang beberapa meter jauh dari tempat cahaya lampu itu. Satu demi satu penumpang turun dari bus, sebagian dari mereka terlihat begitu lelah. Mungkin karena perjalanan panjang yang mereka tempuh. Seketika mataku terbelalak, mulutku mulai menganga, keringat dingin yang kurasa membasahi telapak tanganku tadi serasa pindah haluan kebagian dahiku, kini aku semakin kiat meremas kedua jari-jariku. Mataku pun tak mempercayai sosok yang menyedot seluruh perhatianku saat itu tengah berdiri tak jauh didepanku. Kamu ada didepanku sekarang. Kamu benar-benar disini. Secercah senyuman lekas aku sungging dari kedua sudut bibirku. Degub jantung yang mulai tak beraturan sangat terasa didadaku, sehingga membuat kedua pundakku naik turun tak karuan. Aku memantabkan kedua kakiku untuk segera mendekat ke arahmu. Aku tak sabar ingin cepat memelukmu. Melepaskan segala rindu yang sungguh telah lama mengganjal dalam otakku. Aku sangat bersemangat, sampai tak menghiraukan suasana dingin disekitar tempat itu. Bahkan suara gesekkan yang ditimbulkan oleh dedaunan yang jatuh pun cukup keras terdengar. Dingin malam itu begitu menusuk hingga ke sumsum tulangku. Namun, aku tetap menggerakkan kakiku untuk bergerak ke arahmu.

Seketika langkah kaki tersentak, terhenti saat pandangan yang aku tangkap bukan lagi melihat sosokmu yang tengah berdiri sendiri dibawah cahaya lampu seperti yang kulihat sejak tadi. Melainkan sudah ada sosok yang terlihat samar-samar kulihat. Namun, nampak dengan jelas bahwa sosok yang menghentikan langkahku itu adalah seorang perempuan. Kini aku semakin merasakan begitu kencangnya angin malam menerobos masuk kedalam sela-sela pori-pori kulitku. Bahkan jaket jeans yang sejak tadi kupakai tak cukup kuat membentengi tubuhku dari hembusan angin malam yang begitu menusuk masuk ke rongga-rongga tulang. Begitu menusuk, hingga rasanya ada yang aneh yang kurasakan dibagian dada, dan tak sadar aku memeganginya begitu kuat. Mataku tak lepas melihat mereka bercumbu didepanku. Melihat kemesraan mereka. Bagaimana perempuan itu melemparkan senyum kearahmu. Bagaimana perempuan itu berlari lalu memelukmu. Bagaimana kau membalas pelukan perempuan itu, mendekapnya, mengecup keningnya dan sangat nampak bahwa kalian seperti mencoba melepaskan rindu yang sangat menyiksa.  Aku menggigit  bibir bawahku, mencoba untuk menahan air mata yang mulai memenuhi seluruh lapisan mataku. Namun tak sadar, air mata pun tak terbendung lagi dan mulai mengalir dari sudut mataku. Dadaku terasa semakin sesak seperti ada benda tumpul yang ditancapkan lansung kearah dadaku.

Aku tak dapat menahan diriku saat itu. Aku berusaha menutup mata, tak ingin melihat cuplikan drama yang persis sinetron ini lagi. Namun beberapa detik kemudian aku mengintipnya dari sebelah mataku. Bahkan, sejak awal aku sudah tau ini akan terjadi, namun aku tetap saja tak memperdulikannya. Aku malah asyik menghitung berapa anganku yang dapat terwujud saat aku bertemu denganmu nanti.

Salahkah jika aku berharap, bahwa yang ada diposisinya saat ini adalah aku. Aku ingin menjadi orang pertama yang kau temui saat kau menginjakkan kakimu di kota ini. Aku ingin berlari ke arahmu lalu memeluk dan mendekapmu dengan penuh rasa kerinduan. Aku ingin menciummu, merasakan aroma tubuhnya masuk dari lubang hidungku lalu terhisap masuk hingga kekerongkongan. Aku ingin merasakan hangat dan nyamannya dekapanmu. Bahkan aku juga ingin kau kecup keningnya, seperti yang kau lakukan saat ini untuknya. Apakah aku tak pantas mendapatkan semuanya darimu? Tak pernah ada niat untukku merusak kebahagiaanmu. Aku hanya seorang wanita yang mengikuti insthing perasaannya. Dia sangatlah beruntung memilikimu. Dan aku juga bisa melihat dari garis-garis wajahmu yang selalu sukses membuatku gila saat memandangimu, kau terlihat sangat bahagia dengannya.

Ternyata, dia lah yang benar-benar memahamimu. Ternyata, bukan aku alasan mengapa kamu kembali ke kota ini. Dan.. ternyata, kamu yang ku perjuangkan dengan sangat mendalam, tak sehebat yang ku bayangkan.

Sayang, apakah dia benar-benar pilihan terakhirmu? Apakah dia yang selama ini mencintaimu lebih dari aku mencintaimu? Sayang, akankah suatu hari nanti aku bisa menempati posisinya? Menggantikannya untukmu.

Kesalahanku yang tak bisa menahanmu untuk tetap tinggal, bahkan ketika kau memilih untuk menghabiskan seluruh kebahagiaanmu bersama yang lain. Kemudian membiarkan aku sendirian, tanpa sempat mengucapkan kata   
Cinta
bahkan kata pisah-lah yang terlontar lebih dahulu diantara kita

Kamis, 01 Agustus 2013

This is Music♬


we'll talking about one of the sweet things in this earth.
guess what?
yea! it's me he he. kiddin' he he.
 absolutely.


MUSIC..

"Music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy" - Ludwig van Beethoven

"Music is everybody's possession. It's only publishers who think that people own it." - John Lennon

"Music is the medicine of the breaking heart." - Leigh Hunt

that's what people said.
and for me.. music is my soul and i loves music more than anything.
music always express my feelings.
music can express love, sad, happy, broken heart, angry and many more.
  music is
 ART.



music is divided in to many genres.
 jazz, hiphop, pop, rock, metal, punk, country, traditional and many more!


you can listen to the music in many ways.
 like listen to the radio, mp3, ipod, tv, laptop and another stuff.


music also have many instruments.
 everybody knows that. isn't it?





music is..
AMAZING
that's why i really loves music.
music can speak everything and anything.
music have a magical sound magical words that can hypnotize us.
one day you'll find that one song can understand you perfectly.
"music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination and life to everything."
is that beautiful?
there's no reason to do not likes music.
music is like our life.
and i guess we can't live without music.
so..
 PLAY ON YOUR MUSIC!

Hello, barbie..


Hello there, nice to know you :-)
Let me introduce my self!
My name is...
Yashinta Septia
Yeah! you can call me Shinta.
I'm just a teenage girl who really loves music
I'm barbie Indonesian Version kwakwa^^
Really addict to chocolate and all about the nightmare before christmas
have a lot of dreams
and loves to sing a song
likes pastel colors also can't far from blackberry and mirror.
and really, I have an infinity love ∞
  this me!







Energic girl, loves photografis, and this sweet activities \m/


Roland Barthes said..
"the photographic image.. is a message without a code"
  yes that's totally right!







wish you can enjoy my blog. yeay!
 lotalova, xoxo~

Musisi Paling Berpengaruh di Dunia


Gitaris gitaris dengan skill hebat dan permainan ultra cepat sudah pernah saya bahas sebelumnya disini, tidak hanya itu bahkan setahun lalu varius pernah juga memberikan List top gitaris dunia. dan juga tentang rocker rocker romantis dan juga mengenai Musisi Terkaya Dunia.

Musisi memang merupakan sosok yang menarik untuk diikuti sejarahnya dalam bidang musik, banyak musisi dunia yang dianggap sebagai musisi paling berpengaruh sepanjang sejarah musik. nah pada kesempatan kali ini, varius akan memberikan list tentang 10 orang musisi yang paling berpengaruh sepanjang masa dan merupakan nama nama besar di bidang musik.

Salah satunya adalah maestro musik reggeae yaitu Bob Marley, meskipun beliau ini bukanlah musisi terkaya sepanjang sejarah namun tidak bisa dipungkiri bob marley banyak memberi influence pada musik musik reggeae. contohnya untuk yang di indonesia ada Steven and Coconut Treez.

Trus siapa saja ya Musisi Terbesar Sepanjang masa yang dianggap sebagai musisi paling berpengaruh yang karyanya menjadi legenda??

1. Ludwig Van Beethoven (1770-1827)




Beethoven adalah seorang komponis Jerman yang menciptakan musik yang menarik dan dramatis. Saat pertama kalidiperdengarkan, musiknya dianggap sangat memukau dan orisinil. Ia terus menulis komposisi lagu bahkan setelah ia menjadi tuli.

2. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (1756-1791)




Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart menunjukkan kejeniusannya dalam bermusik saat ia masih anak-anak. Kemudian ia dapat menghasilkan simfoni dengan beberapa nada yang dipilih secara acak dari tuts piano. Hidupnya yang singkat, ia telah menulis lebih dari 600 komposisi musik, termasuk 41 simphony, dan opera seperti The Magic Flute dan The Marriage of Figaro. Mozart menulis simfoni pertamanya saat baru berusia 8 tahun.

3. Jimi Hendrik (1942-1970)




James Marshall "Jimi" Hendrix adalah musisi, penyanyi, penulis lagu, gitaris dan tokoh budaya Amerika. Ia sering disebut sebagai salah satu pemain gitar listrik paling berpengaruh dalam sejarah musik rock. Dia dapat memainkan gitar dengan tangan kanan ataupun tangan kiri. Gitar Fender Stratocaster dengan tanda tangannya berharga sangat mahal. Jimi juga penemu efek gitar WAH pedal.

4. Ravi Shankar (1920 - sekarang)



Ravi Shankar adalah seorang komposer India yang terkenal karena kepiawaiannya memainkan sitar. Musiknya dikagumi oleh The Beatles dan Yehudi Menuhin. Ia adalah murid dari Allauddin Khan (pendiri sekolah musik klasik India, Maihar gharana), Pandit Ravi Shankar adalah seorang instrumentalis India yang terkenal dengan karya rintisannya yang membawa kekuatan dan pesona musik klasik tradisi India ke dunia Barat. Ini dilakukan melalui kerjasamanya dengan The Beatles khususnya George Harisson dan juga karena kharisma pribadinya sendiri. Karier musiknya merentang selama lebih dari enam dekade dan Shankar baru-baru ini memegang Rekor Guinness untuk karier internasional terlama.

5. Yehudi Mennin (1916-1999)



Yehudi Menuhin menjadi terkenal sebagai pemain biola berbakat pada usia dini. Ia mempertunjukkan konser biola pertamanya di hadapan publik pada usia 7 tahun. Ia juga memimpin orkestra dan mengadakan festival musik. Tahun 1963, ia mendirikan sekolah musik di Inggris untuk anak-anak berbakat. Lahir di New York, A.S., ia pindah ke Inggris tahun 1959 dan tinggal disana sampai akhir hayatnya.

6. George Gershwin (1898-1937)


George Gershwin asal Amerika memadukan gaya klasik dengan musik jazz dan blues Amerika. Ia menulis Rhapsody in Blue dan opera Porgy and Bess

7. Heitor Villa Lobos (1887-1959)




Heitor Villa Lobos adalah seorang komponis musik klasik yang menggunakan melodi dan ritme Brasil dengan pengaruh Afrika untuk menciptakan musik gaya baru yang indah. Ia adalah salah seorang komponis besar Amerika Latin.

8. John Michael Osbourne (1948-Sekarang)



John Michael Osbourne, lebih dikenal sebagai Ozzy Osbourne (lahir di Aston, Birmingham, West Midlands, Inggris, 3 Desember 1948; umur 60 tahun), merupakan seorang penyanyi berkebangsaan Inggris. Ia adalah vokalis grup musik heavy metal Black Sabbath yang terkenal pada tahun 1970-an. Dijuluki sebagai BAPAK HEAVY METAL dunia

9. Johann Sebastian Bach (1685-1750)


Johann Sebastian Bach adalah seorang komponis Jerman . Ia menggubah musik untuk alat musik organ, harpsichord dan clavichord, dan juga untuk orkestra. Karyanya yang paling terkenal adalah Brandenburg concerto. Dan kalau agan-agan ada yang main 02JAM (game online music), terdapat beberapa karya bach seperti BACH INVENSION, Fugue

10. Bob Marley (1945-1981)


Bob Marley merupakan penyanyi reggae berkebangsaan Jamaika. Ia mulai dikenal di dunia musik reggae pada tahun 1962. Ia menikah dengan Rita Marley dan memiliki 13 orang anak. Album pertamanya ialah The Wailing Wailers dirilis tahun 1965 bersama The Wailers. Pada 1974 lagu No Woman No Cry dikenal di Jamaika dan negara-negara Amerika. Namun pada tahun 1977 ia mengidap penyakit kanker. Pada tahun 1980, Marley pingsan saat jogging di New York. Namun pada 1981 Marley meninggal dunia setelah mengalami kanker dalam 4 tahun terakhir. Ia meninggalkan seorang istri dan 13 orang anak.

11. The Beatles (1961-1971)


The Beatles adalah salah satu grup musik yang paling berpengaruh di dunia, kelompok musik yang diawaki oleh John Lennon, Paul Mccartney, George Harrison dan Richard Starkey ini pantas disebut sebagai grup yang karya karyanya menginspirasi banyak musisi sekarang ini. salah satunya adalah band brit pop oasis.

12. Chuck Berry (1926-Sekarang)


Chuck Berry adalah musikus berpengaruh dan salah seorang dari perintis musik rock and roll. Menurut situs Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, "Memang tidak ada tokoh yang bisa dikatakan sebagai pencipta rock and roll, namun Chuck Berry adalah tokoh satu-satunya yang bisa dikatakan paling mendekati, yang mengumpulkan semua unsur-unsur penting menjadi satu

13. Elvis presley (1935-1977)


Elvis Aaron Presley (8 Januari 1935–16 Agustus 1977) adalah seorang penyanyi rock 'n' roll legendaris Amerika Serikat. Ia juga adalah seorang produser musik dan aktor. Julukannya adalah "Raja Rock 'n' Roll". Berkat lagu-lagunya yang memadukan irama rock 'n' roll dengan lagu-lagu ballad, dunia rock 'n' roll memperoleh fondasi komersial yang selanjutnya dapat dikembangkan musisi rock 'n' roll penerusnya. Pada masa kejayaannya, konser-konser Elvis dihadiri massa (kebanyakan remaja) dalam jumlah yang sangat besar. Gaya, sifat, serta cara berpakaiannya menjadi simbol bagi musik rock 'n' roll dan banyak ditiru penggemarnya.

Lalu siapa musisi favorit anda dari list di atas?? apakah mereka memberi influence besar terhadap pandangan anda mengenai musik??




Sesederhana senyummu. Sesederhana itulah aku mencintaimu..


          Aku pikir selama rentan waktu ini, aku sudah berhasil membuatmu menyingkir dari pikiranku. Rasanya sulit melupakan semua yang telah terjadi diantara kita, dan menganggap kita tak pernah saling mengenal satu sama lain, jika setiap hari aku masih saja dapat melihatmu. Karena sosokmu masih menjadi bagian dari keseharianku, dan aku tak dapat berbuat apa-apa selain mengelakknya. Sungguh! Aku lelah jika harus melenyapkan sebagian memori yang telah tersimpan di otakku. Obrolan-obrolan kecil kita yang dibumbui tawa canda serta sentuhan tanganmu yang perlahan dengan lembutnya membelai rambutku dan dengan lugu aku membalasnya dengan memelukmu, ungkapan reflek yang memberikan kehangatan dan masih selalu kurindukan. Aku ingin menerima setiap perubahan bahwa kita tak lagi sama. Karena aku tau, sudah ada dia yang menggantikan posisiku saat ini.

          Banyak pertanyaan yang selalu muncul dibenakku, apakah kamu juga merasakan apa yang kurasakan? Apakah diantara kita masih terselip perasaan yang tak sanggup untuk diutarakan? Mengapa hanya aku yang memperjuangkan semua ini sendiri? Mengapa bukan aku yang kamu pilih?
 Lantas kepada siapa seharusnya seluruh pertanyaanku ini aku utarakan, jika kamu sendiri sebagai pelaku utamanya tak dapat mengerti setiap kode yang selalu aku berikan sebagai isyarat bahwa aku masih (sangat) membutuhkanmu. Atau mungkin kebodohanku yang masih saja terus percaya bahwa suatu saat nanti kamu akan berubah, berbalik kearahku (lagi). Bahkan aku masih menyebut namamu di deretan pertama dalam doaku. Segala macam keusilanmu, perhatian kecilmu dan gaya cuekmu masih sangat kurindukan. Kamu berbeda dari yang lain, kamu begitu apa adanya dengan gaya khasmu, misterius, dan sulit ditebak tapi begitu manis dalam beberapa kesempatan. Untuk itulah aku mencintaimu, karena begitulah kamu.

          Sebagai seorang yang pernah bersamamu, menjadi bagian dari keseharianmu, aku tak akan berharap kita akan kembali. Masih dapat melihatmu, merasakan udara yang kau hirup dan berpijak dibumi yang sama itu cukup untukku memastikan bahwa kebahagiaanmu masih nampak kulihat. Menyakitkan jika keberadaanku tak pernah kamu lihat, meskipun aku selalu hadir dalam tatapanmu. Dulu, kita yang banyak bicara, sekarang kita yang banyak diam. Pertemuan kita memang tak berakhir happy ending seperti cerita-cerita di dongeng, namun sosokmu seperti semangat yang mampu mengembalikan senyum tulus yang lama lenyap. Sosokmu hadir diantara kerumunan orang yang hanya transit, singgah sesaat datang dan pergi silih berganti.

          Dan aku berharap, esok saat ketidaksengajaan mata kita saling menangkap satu sama lain, aku dapat tersenyum,  lalu melambaikan tangan kearahmu, sebagai awal hubungan baik kita, dan kamu pun melakukan hal yang sama sepertiku. Mengukir senyum, sederhana sekali. Dan disitulah aku menyadari, aku masih bisa mencintaimu dibalik senyumku angkuhku.

Travis Landon Barker

Travis Landon Barker (lahir 14 November 1975; umur 37 tahun) adalah pemain drum asal Amerika Serikat. Namanya terkenal setelah menjadi pemain drum untuk grup Pop-Punk Blink 182, tapi sekarang dia bermain untuk +44. Barker juga bermain untuk beberapa grup musik seperti Box Car Racer, The Transplants, Expensive Taste, The Suicide Machines, dan The Aquabats.

Travis Barker Tatoo Stylis
Di seluruh badan Travis dipenuhi tato. Pertama kali Travis membuat tato ketika berusia umur 17 tahun. Tato tersebut bertuliskan "BONES" yang tak lain adalah namanya waktu kecil.
Seperti yang telah kita
ketahui bahwa Travis Barker memiliki banyak tato di hampir seluruh
tubuhnya. Sewaktu show pun kita akan melihat tato-tatonya yang menempel
di seluruh badannya karena ia tidak menggunakan kaos alias telanjang
dada. Tato-tato Travis Barker merupakan kombinasi dari tato oldschool
dan tato newschool. Hitam dan warna abu-abu. Anda akan menemukan banyak

lambang tato Cadillac, radio boom box, spanduk Tarter, bintang, musik,
hati, tato, Pinup Girl Scenario, api, asap hitam abu-abu, dll.


 
 





Rabu, 31 Juli 2013

Aku Jatuh Cinta Saat Pertama Kali Melihat Senyummu



Saat pertama kali aku melihatmu, saat itu juga aku telah berbohong beberapa kali. Aku berbohong bahwa gempa kecil dihatiku adalah hal biasa. Aku bilang bahwa senyuman itu tak berarti apa-apa. Karena kau bukan orang yang selama ini hadir dalam mimpiku. Kau bukan orang yang selama ini aku harapkan. Tapi mengapa kali ini hatiku seakan menentang diriku? Aku tak dapat menerima setiap perubahan yang terjadi dalam diriku sejak aku mengenalmu.
Tapi...
Kalau aku benar-benar tak pernah bertemu denganmu, mungkin aku tak dapat merasakan seperti apa melayang ke langit ke tujuh setiap kali bersamamu. Tenang sikapmu, seakan-akan membiarkanku menebak-nebak kemana kau akan membawa hubungan ini.
Hingga hari itu, kau mengatakannya...
Kau ingin menggantikannya, dia yang sudah pergi meninggalkanku. Kau bilang, kau sudah mencintaiku sejak pertama kali bertemu denganku. Kau bilang lagi, kau bisa menjadi seperti yang ku mau. Namun saat itu aku hanya diam, aku tak tahu harus berbuat apa. Sungguh aku takut, ketika kau telah mendapatkan semuanya dariku, kau akan mencapakkanku, dan akhirnya aku harus terpuruk ketika kau meninggalkanku.
Jika saat itu aku punya keberanian untuk mengatakan bahwa,
 
Aku juga menyukaimu..  Dan aku jatuh cinta saat pertama kali melihat senyummu..
Mungkin hingga detik ini aku masih bisa menikmati birunya langit bersamamu.
Kau satu-satunya orang yang membuatku jatuh cinta sekaligus membencimu di waktu yang sama.
Namun...
Cintalah yang melukaiku dulu.Cinta jugalah yang telah menorehkan luka dihatiku.
Bagaimana mungkin kau dapat meyakinkanku untuk percaya, bahwa kali ini cinta yang kau miliki akan menyelamatkanku dari bayang masa lalu?


Jumat, 19 Juli 2013

Cultures of Indonesia

The Republic of Indonesia, the world's fourth most populous nation, has 203 million people living on nearly one thousand permanently settled islands. Some two-to-three hundred ethnic groups with their own languages and dialects range in population from the Javanese (about 70 million) and Sundanese (about 30 million) on Java, to peoples numbering in the thousands on remote islands. The nature of Indonesian national culture is somewhat analogous to that of India—multicultural, rooted in older societies and interethnic relations, and developed in twentieth century nationalist struggles against a European imperialism that nonetheless forged that nation and many of its institutions. The national culture is most easily observed in cities but aspects of it now reach into the countryside as well. Indonesia's borders are those of the Netherlands East Indies, which was fully formed at the beginning of the twentieth century, though Dutch imperialism began early in the seventeenth century. Indonesian culture has historical roots, institutions, customs, values, and beliefs that many of its people share, but it is also a work in progress that is undergoing particular stresses at the beginning of the twenty-first century.
The name Indonesia, meaning Indian Islands, was coined by an Englishman, J. R. Logan, in Malaya in 1850. Derived from the Greek, Indos (India) and nesos (island), it has parallels in Melanesia, "black islands"; Micronesia, "small islands"; and Polynesia, "many islands." A German geographer, Adolf Bastian, used it in the title of his book, Indonesien , in 1884, and in 1928 nationalists adopted it as the name of their hoped-for nation.
Most islands are multiethnic, with large and small groups forming geographical enclaves. Towns within such enclaves include the dominant ethnic group and some members of immigrant groups. Large cities may consist of many ethnic groups; some cities have a dominant majority. Regions, such as West Sumatra or South Sulawesi, have developed over centuries through the interaction of geography (such as rivers, ports, plains, and mountains), historical interaction of peoples, and political-administrative policies. Some, such as North Sumatra, South Sulawesi, and East Java are ethnically mixed to varying degrees; others such as West Sumatra, Bali, and Aceh are more homogeneous. Some regions, such as South Sumatra, South Kalimantan, and South Sulawesi, share a long-term Malayo-Muslim coastal influence that gives them similar cultural features, from arts and dress to political and class stratification to religion. Upland or upriver peoples in these regions have different social, cultural, and religious orientations, but may feel themselves or be perforce a part of that region. Many such regions have become government provinces, as are the latter three above. Others, such as Bali, have not.
Location and Geography. Indonesia, the world's largest archipelago nation, is located astride the equator in the humid tropics and extends some 2,300 miles (3,700 kilometers) east-west, about the same as the contiguous United States. It is surrounded by oceans, seas, and straits except where it shares an island border with East Malaysia and Brunei on Borneo (Kalimantan); with Papua New Guinea on New Guinea; and with Timor Loro Sae on Timor. West Malaysia lies across the Straits of Malaka, the Philippines lies to the northeast, and Australia lies to the south.
The archipelago's location has played a profound role in economic, political, cultural, and religious developments there. For more than two thousand years, trading ships sailed between the great civilizations of India and China via the waters and islands of the Indies. The islands also supplied
Indonesia
Indonesia
spices and forest products to that trade. The alternating east and west monsoon winds made the Indies a layover point for traders and others from diverse nations who brought their languages, ideas about political order, and their arts and religions. Small and then large kingdoms grew as a result of, and as part of, that great trade. Steamships altered some trade patterns, but the region's strategic location between East and South Asia and the Middle East remains.
Indonesia consists of all or part of some of the world's largest islands—Sumatra, Java, most of Kalimantan (Borneo), Sulawesi (Celebes), Halmahera, and the west half of New Guinea (Papua)—and numerous smaller islands, of which Bali (just east of Java) is best known. These islands plus some others have mountain peaks of 9,000 feet (2,700 meters) or more, and there are some four hundred volcanos, of which one hundred are active. Between 1973 and 1990, for example, there were twenty-nine recorded eruptions, some with tragic consequences. Volcanic lava and ash contributed to the rich soils of upland Sumatra and all of Java and Bali, which have nurtured rice cultivation for several thousand years.
The inner islands of Java, Madura, and Bali make up the geographical and population center of the archipelago. Java, one of the world's most densely settled places (with 2,108 people per square mile [814 per square kilometer] in 1990), occupies 78 percent of the nation's land area but accounts for about 60 percent of Indonesia's population. (About the size of New York state, Java's population is equivalent to 40 percent of that of the United States.) The outer islands, which form an arc west, north, and east of the inner ones, have about 90 percent of the land area of the country but only about 42 percent of the population. The cultures of the inner islands are more homogeneous, with only four major cultural groups: the Sundanese (in West Java), the Javanese (in Central and East Java), the Madurese (on Madura and in East Java), and the Balinese (on Bali). The outer islands have hundreds of ethnolinguistic groups.
Forests of the inner islands, once plentiful, are now largely gone. Kalimantan, West Papua, and Sumatra still have rich jungles, though these are threatened by population expansion and exploitation by loggers for domestic timber use and export. Land beneath the jungles is not fertile. Some eastern islands, such as Sulawesi and the Lesser Sundas (the island chain east of Bali), also have lost forests.
Two types of agriculture are predominant in Indonesia: permanent irrigated rice farming ( sawah ) and rotating swidden or slash-and-burn ( ladang ) farming of rice, corn, and other crops. The former dominates Java, Bali, and the highlands all along the western coast of Sumatra; the latter is found in other parts of Sumatra and other outer islands, but not exclusively so. Fixed rain-fed fields of rice are prominent in Sulawesi and some other places. Many areas are rich in vegetables, tropical fruit, sago, and other cultivated or forest crops, and commercial plantations of coffee, tea, tobacco, coconuts, and sugar are found in both inner and outer islands. Plantation-grown products such as rubber, palm oil, and sisal are prominent in Sumatra, while coffee, sugar, and tea are prominent in Java. Spices such as cloves, nutmeg, and pepper are grown mainly in the outer islands, especially to the east. Maluku (formerly the Moluccas) gained its appellation the "Spice Islands" from the importance of trade in these items. Gold, tin, and nickel are mined in Sumatra, Bangka, Kalimantan, Sulawesi, and Papua for domestic and international markets, and oil and liquified natural gas (especially from Sumatra) are important exports. Numerous rivers flowing from mountainous or jungle interiors to coastal plains and ports have carried farm and forest products for centuries and have been channels for cultural communication.
Demography. Indonesia's population increased from 119,208,000 in 1971 to 147,500,000 in 1980, to 179,300,000 in 1990, and to 203,456,000 in 2000. In the meantime the fertility rate declined from 4.6 per thousand women to 3.3; the crude death rate fell at a rate of 2.3 percent per year; and infant mortality declined from 90.3 per thousand live births to 58. The fertility rate was projected to fall to 2.1 percent within another decade, but the total population was predicted to reach 253,700,000 by 2020. As of the middle of the twentieth century, Indonesia's population was largely rural, but at the beginning of the twenty-first century, about 20 percent live in towns and cities and three of five people farm.
Cities in both inner and outer islands have grown rapidly, and there are now twenty-six cities with populations over 200,000. As in many developing countries, Indonesia's population is still a young one. The above patterns are national, but there are ethnic and regional variations. Population has grown at different rates in different areas owing to such factors as economic conditions and standard of living, nutrition, availability and effectiveness of public health and family planning programs, and cultural values and practices.
Migration also plays a part in population fluctuations. Increased permanent or seasonal migration to cities accompanied economic development during the 1980s and 1990s, but there is also significant migration between rural areas as people leave places such as South Sulawesi for more productive work or farm opportunities in Central Sumatra or East Kalimantan.
Linguistic Affiliation. Nearly all of Indonesia's three hundred to four hundred languages are subgroups of the Austronesian family that extends from Malaysia through the Philippines, north to several hill peoples of Vietnam and Taiwan, and to Polynesia, including Hawaiian and Maori (of New Zealand) peoples. Indonesia's languages are not mutually intelligible, though some subgroups are more similar than others (as Europe's Romance languages are closer to each other than to Germanic ones, though both are of the Indo-European family). Some language subgroups have sub-subgroups, also not mutually intelligible, and many have local dialects. Two languages—one in north Halmahera, one in West Timor—are non-Austronesian and, like Basque in Europe, are not related to other known languages. Also, the very numerous languages of Papua are non-Austronesian.
Most people's first language is a local one. In 1923, however, the Malay language (now known as Bahasa Malaysia in Malaysia where it is the official language) was adopted as the national language at a congress of Indonesian nationalists, though only a small minority living in Sumatra along the Straits of Malaka spoke it as their native language. Nevertheless, it made sense for two reasons.
First, Malay had long been a commercial and governmental lingua franca that bound diverse peoples. Ethnically diverse traders and local peoples used Malay in ports and hinterlands in its grammatically simplified form known as "market Malay." Colonial
A row of tongkona houses in the Toraja village of Palawa. The buffalo horns tied to the poles supporting the massive gable of these houses are a sign of wealth and reputation.
A row of tongkona houses in the Toraja village of Palawa. The buffalo horns tied to the poles supporting the massive gable of these houses are a sign of wealth and reputation.
governments in British Malaya and the Netherlands Indies used high Malay in official documents and negotiations and Christian missionaries first translated the Bible into that language.
Second, nationalists from various parts of the archipelago saw the value of a national language not associated with the largest group, the Javanese. Bahasa Indonesia is now the language of government, schools, courts, print and electronic media, literary arts and movies, and interethnic communication. It is increasingly important for young people, and has a youth slang. In homes, a native language of the family is often spoken, with Indonesian used outside the home in multiethnic areas. (In more monolingual areas of Java, Javanese also serves outside the home.) Native languages are not used for instruction beyond the third grade in some rural areas. Native language literatures are no longer found as they were in colonial times. Many people lament the weakening of native languages, which are rich links to indigenous cultures, and fear their loss to modernization, but little is done to maintain them. The old and small generation of well-educated Indonesians who spoke Dutch is passing away. Dutch is not known by most young and middle-aged people, including students and teachers of history who cannot read much of the documentary history of the archipelago. English is the official second language taught in schools and universities with varying degrees of success.
Symbolism. The national motto, Bhinneka Tunggal Ika , is an old Javanese expression usually translated as "unity in diversity." The nation's official ideology, first formulated by President Sukarno in 1945, is the Pancasila, or Five Principles: belief in one supreme God; just and civilized humanitarianism; Indonesian unity; popular sovereignty governed by wise policies arrived at through deliberation and representation; and social justice for all Indonesian people. Indonesia was defined from the beginning as the inheritor of the Netherlands East Indies. Though West Papua remained under the Dutch until 1962, Indonesia conducted a successful international campaign to secure it. Indonesia's occupation of the former Portuguese East Timor in 1975, never recognized by the United Nations, conflicted with this founding notion of the nation. After two decades of bitter struggle there, Indonesia withdrew.
Since 1950 the national anthem and other songs have been sung by children throughout the country to begin the school day; by civil servants at flag-raising ceremonies; over the radio to begin and close broadcasting; in cinemas and on television; and at national day celebrations. Radio and television, government owned and controlled for much of the second half of the twentieth century, produced nationalizing programs as diverse as Indonesian language lessons, regional and ethnic dances and songs, and plays on national themes. Officially recognized "national heroes" from diverse regions are honored in school texts, and biographies and with statues for their struggles against the Dutch; some regions monumentalize local heros of their own.

History and Ethnic Relations

Emergence of the Nation. Though the Republic of Indonesia is only fifty years old, Indonesian societies have a long history during which local and wider cultures were formed.
About 200 C.E. , small states that were deeply influenced by Indian civilization began to develop in Southeast Asia, primarily at estuaries of major rivers. The next five hundred to one thousand years saw great states arise with magnificent architecture. Hinduism and Buddhism, writing systems, notions of divine kingship, and legal systems from India were adapted to local scenes. Sanskrit terms entered many of the languages of Indonesia. Hinduism influenced cultures throughout Southeast Asia, but only one people are Hindu, the Balinese.
Indianized states declined about 1400 C.E. with the arrival of Muslim traders and teachers from India, Yemen, and Persia, and then Europeans from Portugal, Spain, Holland, and Britain. All came to join the great trade with India and China. Over the next two centuries local princedoms traded, allied, and fought with Europeans, and the Dutch East India Company became a small state engaging in local battles and alliances to secure trade. The Dutch East India Company was powerful until 1799 when the company went bankrupt. In the nineteenth century the Dutch formed the Netherlands Indies government, which developed alliances with rulers in the archipelago. Only at the beginning of the twentieth century did the Netherlands Indies government extend its authority by military means to all of present Indonesia.
Sporadic nineteenth century revolts against Dutch practices occurred mainly in Java, but it was in the early twentieth century that Indonesian intellectual and religious leaders began to seek national independence. In 1942 the Japanese occupied the Indies, defeating the colonial army and imprisoning the Dutch under harsh conditions.
On 17 August 1945, following Japan's defeat in World War II, Indonesian nationalists led by Sukarno and Mohammad Hatta declared Indonesian independence. The Dutch did not accept and for five years fought the new republic, mainly in Java. Indonesian independence was established in 1950.
National Identity. Indonesia's size and ethnic diversity has made national identity problematic and debated. Identity is defined at many levels: by Indonesian citizenship; by recognition of the flag, national anthem, and certain other songs; by recognition of national holidays; and by education about Indonesia's history and the Five Principles on which the nation is based. Much of this is instilled through the schools and the media, both of which have been closely regulated by the government during most of the years of independence. The nation's history has been focused upon resistance to colonialism and communism by national heroes and leaders who are enshrined in street names. Glories of past civilizations are recognized, though archaeological remains are mainly of Javanese principalities.
Ethnic Relations. Ethnic relations in the archipelago have long been a concern. Indonesian leaders recognized the possibility of ethnic and regional separatism from the beginning of the republic. War was waged by the central government against separatism in Aceh, other parts of Sumatra, and Sulawesi in the 1950s and early 1960s, and the nation was held together by military force.
The relationships between native Indonesians and overseas Chinese have been greatly influenced by Dutch and Indonesian government policies. The Chinese number about four to six million, or 3 percent of the population, but are said to control as much as 60 percent of the nation's wealth. The Chinese traded and resided in the islands for centuries, but in the nineteenth century the Dutch brought in many more of them to work on plantations or in mines. The Dutch also established a social, economic, and legal stratification system that separated Europeans, foreign Asiatics and Indo-Europeans, and Native Indonesians, partly to protect native Indonesians so that their land could not be lost to outsiders. The Chinese had little incentive to assimilate to local societies, which in turn had no interest in accepting them.
Even naturalized Chinese citizens faced restrictive regulations, despite cozy business relationships between Chinese leaders and Indonesian officers and bureaucrats. Periodic violence directed toward Chinese persons and property also occurred. In the colonial social system, mixed marriages between Chinese men and indigenous women produced half-castes ( peranakan ), who had their own organizations, dress, and art forms, and even newspapers. The same was true for people of mixed Indonesian-European descent (called Indos, for short).
Ethnolinguistic groups reside mainly in defined areas where most people share much of the same culture and language, especially in rural areas. Exceptions are found along borders between groups, in places where other groups have moved in voluntarily or as part of transmigration programs, and in cities. Such areas are few in Java, for example, but more common in parts of Sumatra.
Religious and ethnic differences may be related. Indonesia has the largest Muslim population of any country in the world, and many ethnic groups are exclusively Muslim. Dutch policy allowed proselytization by Protestants and Catholics among separate groups who followed traditional religions; thus today many ethnic groups are exclusively Protestant or Roman Catholic. They are heavily represented among upriver or upland peoples in North Sumatra, Kalimantan, Sulawesi, Maluku, and the eastern Lesser Sundas, though many Christians are also found in Java and among the Chinese. Tensions arise when groups of one religion migrate to a place with a different established religion. Political and economic power becomes linked to both ethnicity and religion as groups favor their own kinsmen and ethnic mates for jobs and other benefits.

Urbanism, Architecture, and the Use of Space

Javanese princes long used monuments and architecture to magnify their glory, provide a physical focus for their earthly kingdoms, and link themselves to the supernatural. In the seventeenth through nineteenth centuries the Dutch reinforced the position of indigenous princes through whom they ruled by building them stately palaces. Palace architecture over time combined Hindu, Muslim, indigenous, and European elements and symbols in varying degrees depending upon the local situation, which can still be seen in palaces at Yogyakarta and Surakarta in Java or in Medan, North Sumatra.
Dutch colonial architecture combined Roman imperial elements with adaptations to tropical weather and indigenous architecture. The Dutch fort and early buildings of Jakarta have been restored. Under President Sukarno a series of statues were built around Jakarta, mainly glorifying the people; later, the National Monument, the Liberation of West Irian (Papua) Monument, and the great Istiqlal Mosque were erected to express the link to a Hindu past, the culmination of Indonesia's independence, and the place of Islam in the nation. Statues to national heroes are found in regional cities.
Residential architecture for different urban socioeconomic groups was built on models developed by the colonial government and used throughout the Indies. It combined Dutch elements (highpitched tile roofs) with porches, open kitchens, and servants quarters suited to the climate and social system. Wood predominated in early urban architecture, but stone became dominant by the twentieth century. Older residential areas in Jakarta, such as Menteng near Hotel Indonesia, reflect urban architecture that developed in the 1920s and 1930s. After 1950, new residential areas continued to develop to the south of the city, many with elaborate homes and shopping centers.
The majority of people in many cities live in small stone and wood or bamboo homes in crowded urban villages or compounds with poor access to clean water and adequate waste disposal. Houses are often tightly squeezed together, particularly in Java's large cities. Cities that have less pressure from rural migrants, such as Padang in West Sumatra and Manado in North Sulawesi, have been able to better manage their growth.
Traditional houses, which are built in a single style according to customary canons of particular ethnic groups, have been markers of ethnicity. Such houses exist in varying degrees of purity in rural areas, and some aspects of them are used in such urban architecture as government buildings, banks, markets and homes.
Traditional houses in many rural villages are declining in numbers. The Dutch and Indonesian governments encouraged people to build "modern" houses, rectangular structures with windows. In some rural areas, however, such as West Sumatra, restored or new traditional houses are built by successful urban migrants to display their success. In other rural areas people display status by building modern houses of stone and tile, with precious glass windows. In the cities, old colonial homes are renovated by prosperous owners who put newer contemporary-style fronts on the houses. The roman columns favored in Dutch public buildings are now popular for private homes.

Food and Economy

Read more about the Food and Cuisine of Indonesia.
Food in Daily Life. Indonesian cuisine reflects regional, ethnic, Chinese, Middle Eastern, Indian, and Western influences, and daily food quality, quantity,
Women carry towering baskets of fruit on their heads for a temple festival in Bali.
Women carry towering baskets of fruit on their heads for a temple festival in Bali.
and diversity vary greatly by socioeconomic class, season, and ecological conditions. Rice is a staple element in most regional cooking and the center of general Indonesian cuisine. (Government employees receive monthly rice rations in addition to salaries.) Side dishes of meat, fish, eggs, and vegetables and a variety of condiments and sauces using chili peppers and other spices accompany rice. The cuisine of Java and Bali has the greatest variety, while that of the Batak has much less, even in affluent homes, and is marked by more rice and fewer side dishes. And rice is not the staple everywhere: in Maluku and parts of Sulawesi it is sago, and in West Timor it is maize (corn), with rice consumed only for ceremonial occasions. Among the Rotinese, palm sugar is fundamental to the diet.
Indonesia is an island nation, but fish plays a relatively small part in the diets of the many people who live in the mountainous interiors, though improved transportation makes more salted fish available to them. Refrigeration is still rare, daily markets predominate, and the availability of food may depend primarily upon local produce. Indonesia is rich in tropical fruit, but many areas have few fruit trees and little capacity for timely transportation of fruit. Cities provide the greatest variety of food and types of markets, including modern supermarkets; rural areas much less so. In cities, prosperous people have access to great variety while the poor have very limited diets, with rice predominant and meat uncommon. Some poor rural regions experience what people call "ordinary hunger" each year before the corn and rice harvest.
Food Customs at Ceremonial Occasions. The most striking ceremonial occasion is the Muslim month of fasting, Ramadan. Even less-observant Muslims fast seriously from sunup to sundown despite the tropical heat. Each night during Ramadan, fine celebratory meals are held. The month ends with Idul Fitri, a national holiday when family, friends, neighbors, and work associates visit each other's homes to share food treats (including visits by non-Muslims to Muslim homes).
In traditional ritual, special food is served to the spirits or the deceased and eaten by the participants. The ubiquitous Javanese ritual, selamatan , is marked by a meal between the celebrants and is held at all sorts of events, from life-cycle rituals to the blessing of new things entering a village. Life-cycle events, particularly marriages and funerals, are the main occasions for ceremonies in both rural and urban areas, and each has religious and secular aspects. Elaborate food service and symbolism are features of such events, but the content varies greatly in different ethnic groups. Among the Meto of Timor, for example, such events must have meat and rice ( sisi-maka' ), with men cooking the former and women the latter. Elaborate funerals involve drinking a mixture of pork fat and blood that is not part of the daily diet and that may be unappetizing to many participants who nonetheless follow tradition. At such events, Muslim guests are fed at separate kitchens and tables.
In most parts of Indonesia the ability to serve an elaborate meal to many guests is a mark of hospitality, capability, resources, and status of family or clan whether for a highland Toraja buffalo sacrifice at a funeral or for a Javanese marriage reception in a five-star hotel in Jakarta. Among some peoples, such as the Batak and Toraja, portions of animals slaughtered for such events are important gifts for those who attend, and the part of the animal that is selected symbolically marks the status of the recipient.
Basic Economy. About 60 percent of the population are farmers who produce subsistence and market-oriented crops such as rice, vegetables, fruit, tea, coffee, sugar, and spices. Large plantations are devoted to oil palm, rubber, sugar, and sisel for domestic use and export, though in some areas rubber trees are owned and tapped by farmers. Common farm animals are cattle, water buffalo, horses, chickens, and, in non-Muslim areas, pigs. Both freshwater and ocean fishing are important to village and national economies. Timber and processed wood, especially in Kalimantan and Sumatra, are important for both domestic consumption and export, while oil, natural gas, tin, copper, aluminum, and gold are exploited mainly for export. In colonial times, Indonesia was characterized as having a "dual economy." One part was oriented to agriculture and small crafts for domestic consumption and was largely conducted by native Indonesians; the other part was export-oriented plantation agriculture and mining (and the service industries supporting them), and was dominated by the Dutch and other Europeans and by the Chinese. Though Indonesians are now important in both aspects of the economy and the Dutch/European role is no longer so direct, many features of that dual economy remain, and along with it are continuing ethnic and social dissatisfactions that arise from it.
One important aspect of change during Suharto's "New Order" regime (1968–1998) was the rapid urbanization and industrial production on Java, where the production of goods for domestic use and export expanded greatly. The previous imbalance in production between Java and the Outer Islands is changing, and the island now plays an economic role in the nation more in proportion to its population. Though economic development between 1968 and 1997 aided most people, the disparity between rich and poor and between urban and rural areas widened, again particularly on Java. The severe economic downturn in the nation and the region after 1997, and the political instability with the fall of Suharto, drastically reduced foreign investment in Indonesia, and the lower and middle classes, particularly in the cities, suffered most from this recession.
Land Tenure and Property. The colonial government recognized traditional rights of indigenous peoples to land and property and established semicodified "customary law" to this end. In many areas of Indonesia longstanding rights to land are held by groups such as clans, communities, or kin groups. Individuals and families use but do not own land. Boundaries of communally held land may be fluid, and conflicts over usage are usually settled by village authorities, though some disputes may reach government officials or courts. In cities and some rural areas of Java, European law of ownership was established. Since Indonesian independence various sorts of "land reform" have been called for and have met political resistance. During Suharto's regime, powerful economic and political groups and individuals obtained land by quasi-legal means and through some force in the name of "development," but serving their monied interest in land for timber, agro-business, and animal husbandry; business locations, hotels, and resorts; and residential and factory expansion. Such land was often obtained with minimal compensation to previous owners or occupants who had little legal recourse. The same was done by government and public corporations for large-scale projects such as dams and reservoirs, industrial parks, and highways. Particularly vulnerable were remote peoples (and animals) in forested areas where timber export concessions were granted to powerful individuals.
Commercial Activities. For centuries, commerce has been conducted between the many islands and beyond the present national borders by traders for various local and foreign ethnic groups. Some indigenous peoples such as the Minangkabau, Bugis, and Makassarese are well-known traders, as are the Chinese. Bugis sailing ships, which are built entirely by hand and range in size from 30 to 150 tons (27 to 136 metric tons), still carry goods to many parts of the nation. Trade between lowlands and highlands and coasts and inland areas is handled by these and other small traders in complex market systems
Women carrying firewood in Flores. In Indonesia, men and women share many aspects of village agriculture.
Women carrying firewood in Flores. In Indonesia, men and women share many aspects of village agriculture.
involving hundreds of thousands of men and women traders and various forms of transport, from human shoulders, horses, carts, and bicycles, to minivans, trucks, buses, and boats. Islam spread along such market networks, and Muslim traders are prominent in small-scale trade everywhere.
In the nineteenth and twentieth centuries the Dutch used the Chinese to link rural farms and plantations of native Indonesians to small-town markets and these to larger towns and cities where the Chinese and Dutch controlled large commercial establishments, banks, and transportation. Thus Chinese Indonesians became a major force in the economy, controlling today an estimated 60 percent of the nation's wealth though constituting only about 4 percent of its population. Since independence, this has led to suppression of Chinese ethnicity, language, education, and ceremonies by the government and to second-class citizenship for those who choose to become Indonesian nationals. Periodic outbreaks of violence against the Chinese have occurred, particularly in Java. Muslim small traders, who felt alienated in colonial times and welcomed a change with independence, have been frustrated as New Order Indonesian business, governmental, and military elites forged alliances with the Chinese in the name of "development" and to their financial benefit.
Major Industries. Indonesia's major industries involve agro-business, resource extraction and export, construction, and tourism, but a small to medium-sized industrial sector has developed since the 1970s, especially in Java. It serves domestic demand for goods (from household glassware and toothbrushes to automobiles), and produces a wide range of licensed items for multinational companies. Agro-business and resource extraction, which still supply Indonesia with much of its foreign exchange and domestic operating funds, are primarily in the outer islands, especially Sumatra (plantations, oil, gas, and mines), Kalimantan (timber), and West Papua (mining). The industrial sector has grown in Java, particularly around Jakarta and Surabaya and some smaller cities on the north coast.

Social Stratification

Classes and Castes. Aristocratic states and hierarchically-ordered chiefdoms were features of many Indonesian societies for the past millennium. Societies without such political systems existed, though most had the principle of hierarchy. Hindu states that later turned to Islam had aristocracies at the top and peasants and slaves at the bottom of society. Princes in their capitals concentrated secular and spiritual power and conducted rites for their principalities, and they warred for subjects, booty and land, and control of the sea trade. The Dutch East India Company became a warring state with its own forts, military, and navy, and it allied with and fought indigenous states. The Netherlands Indies government succeeded the company, and the Dutch ruled some areas directly and other areas indirectly via native princes. In some areas they augmented the power of indigenous princes and widened the gap between aristocrats and peasants. In Java, the Dutch augmented the pomp of princes while limiting their authority responsibility; and in other areas, such as East Sumatra, the Dutch created principalities and princely lines for their own economic and political benefit.
In general, princes ruled over areas of their own ethnic group, though some areas were multiethnic in character, particularly larger ones in Java or the port principalities in Sumatra and Kalimantan. In the latter, Malay princes ruled over areas consisting of a variety of ethnic groups. Stratified kingdoms and chiefdoms were entrenched in much of Java, the Western Lesser Sundas and parts of the Eastern Lesser Sundas, South Sulawesi, parts of Maluku, parts of Kalimantan, and the east and southeast coast of Sumatra.
Members of ruling classes gained wealth and the children of native rulers were educated in schools that brought them in contact with their peers from other parts of the archipelago.
Not all Indonesian societies were as socially stratified as that of Java. Minangkabau society was influenced by royal political patterns, but evolved into a more egalitarian political system in its West Sumatran homeland. The Batak of North Sumatra developed an egalitarian political order and ethos combining fierce clan loyalty with individuality. Upland or upriver peoples in Sulawesi and Kalimantan also developed more egalitarian social orders, though they could be linked to the outside world through tribute to coastal princes.
Symbols of Social Stratification. The aristocratic cultures of Java and the Malay-influenced coastal principalities were marked by ceremonial isolation of the princes and aristocrats, tribute by peasants and lesser lords, deference to authority by peasants, sumptuary rules marking off classes, the maintenance by aristocrats of supernaturally powerful regalia, and high court artistic and literary cultures. The Dutch in turn surrounded themselves with some of the same aura and social rules in their interaction with native peoples, especially during the late colonial period when European women came to the Indies and Dutch families were founded. In Java in particular, classes were separated by the use of different language levels, titles, and marriage rules. Aristocratic court culture became a paragon of refined social behavior in contrast to the rough or crude behavior of the peasants or non-Javanese. Indirection in communication and self-control in public behavior became hallmarks of the refined person, notions that spread widely in society. The courts were also exemplary centers for the arts— music, dance, theater, puppetry, poetry, and crafts such as batik cloth and silverworking. The major courts became Muslim by the seventeenth century, but some older Hindu philosophical and artistic practices continued to exist there or were blended with Muslim teachings.
In the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries a more complex society developed in Java and some other parts of the Indies, which created a greater demand for trained people in government and commerce than the aristocratic classes could provide, and education was somewhat more widely provided. A class of urbanized government officials and professionals developed that often imitated styles of the earlier aristocracy. Within two decades after independence, all principalities except the sultanates of Yogyakarta and Surakarta were eliminated throughout the republic. Nevertheless, behaviors and thought patterns instilled through generations of indigenous princely rule—deference to authority, paternalism, unaccountability of leaders, supernaturalistic power, ostentatious displays of wealth, rule by individuals and by force rather than by law—continue to exert their influence in Indonesian society.

Political Life

Government. During 2000, Indonesia was in deep governmental crisis and various institutions were being redesigned. The 1945 constitution of the republic, however, mandates six organs of the state: the People's Consultative Assembly ( Majelis Permusyawaratan Rakyat , or MPR), the presidency, the People's Representative Council ( Dewan Perwakilan Rakyat , or DPR), the Supreme Advisory Council ( Dewan Pertimbangan Agung ), the State Audit Board ( Badan Pemeriksa Keuangan ), and the Supreme Court ( Mahkamah Agung ).
The president is elected by the MPR, which consists of one thousand members from various walks of life—farmers to businesspeople, students to soldiers—who meet once every five years to elect the president and endorse his or her coming five-year plan. The vice president is selected by the president.
The DPR meets at least once a year and has five hundred members: four hundred are elected from the provinces, one hundred are selected by the military. The DPR legislates, but its statutes must be approved by the president. The Supreme Court can hear cases from some three hundred subordinate courts in the provinces but cannot impeach or rule on the constitutionality of acts by other branches of government.
In 1997, the nation had twenty-seven provinces plus three special territories (Aceh, Yogyakarta, and Jakarta) with different forms of autonomy and their own governors. East Timor ceased to be a province in 1998, and several others are seeking provincial status. Governors of provinces are appointed by the Interior Ministry and responsible to it. Below the twenty-seven provinces are 243 districts ( kabupaten ) subdivided into 3,841 subdistricts ( kecamatan ), whose leaders are appointed by the government. There are also fifty-five municipalities, sixteen administrative municipalities, and thirty-five administrative cities with administrations separate from the provinces of which they are a part. At the base of government are some sixty-five thousand urban and rural villages called either kelurahan or desa . (Leaders of the former are appointed by the subdistrict head; the latter are elected by the people.) Many officials appointed at all levels during the New Order were military (or former military) men. Provincial, district, and subdistrict governments oversee a variety of services; the functional offices of the government bureaucracy (such as agriculture, forestry, or public works), however, extend to the district level as well and answer directly to their ministries in Jakarta, which complicates local policy making.
Leadership and Political Officials. During the New Order, the Golkar political party exerted full control over ministerial appointments and was powerfully influential in the civil service whose members were its loyalists. Funds were channeled locally to aid Golkar candidates, and they dominated the national and regional representative bodies in most parts of the country. The Muslim United Development Party and the Indonesian Democratic Party lacked such funds and influence and their leaders were weak and often divided. Ordinary people owed little to, and received little from, these parties. After the fall of President Suharto and the opening of the political system to many parties, many people became involved in politics; politics, however, mainly involves the leaders of the major
Fish drying. Both freshwater and ocean fishing are important to village economies.
Fish drying. Both freshwater and ocean fishing are important to village economies.
parties jockeying for alliances and influence within the representative bodies at the national and provincial levels, as well as within the president's cabinet.
The civil and military services, dominant institutions since the republic's founding, are built upon colonial institutions and practices. The New Order regime increased central government authority by appointing heads of subdistricts and even villages. Government service brings a salary, security, and a pension (however modest it may be) and is highly prized. The employees at a certain level in major institutions as diverse as government ministries, public corporations, schools and universities, museums, hospitals, and cooperatives are civil servants, and such positions in the civil service are prized. Membership carried great prestige in the past, but that prestige diminished somewhat during the New Order. Economic expansion made private sector positions—especially for trained professionals— more available, more interesting, and much more lucrative. Neither the number of civil service positions nor salaries have grown comparably.
The interaction of ordinary people with government officials involves deference (and often payments) upward and paternalism downward. Officials, most of whom are poorly paid, control access to things as lucrative as a large construction contract or as modest as a permit to reside in a neighborhood, all of which can cost the suppliant special fees. International surveys have rated Indonesia among the most corrupt nations in the world. Much of it involves sharing the wealth between private persons and officials, and Indonesians note that bribes have become institutionalized. Both the police and the judiciary are weak and subject to the same pressures. The unbridled manipulation of contracts and monopolies by Suharto family members was a major precipitant of unrest among students and others that brought about the president's fall.
Social Problems and Control. At the end of the colonial period, the secular legal system was divided between native (mainly for areas governed indirectly through princes) and government (for areas governed directly through administrators). The several constitutions of the republic between 1945 and 1950 validated colonial law that did not conflict with the constitution, and established three levels of courts: state courts, high courts (for appeal), and the supreme court. Customary law is still recognized, but native princes who were once responsible for its management no longer exist and its position in state courts is uncertain.
Indonesians inherited from the Dutch the notion of "a state based upon law" ( rechtsstaat in Dutch, negara hukum in Indonesian), but implementation has been problematic and ideology triumphed over law in the first decade of independence. Pressure for economic development and personal gain during the New Order led to a court system blatantly subverted by money and influence. Many people became disenchanted with the legal system, though some lawyers led the fight against corruption and for human rights, including the rights of those affected by various development projects. A national human rights commission was formed to investigate violations in East Timor and elsewhere, but has so far had relatively little impact.
One sees the same disaffection from the police, which were a branch of the military until the end of the New Order. Great emphasis was placed upon public order during the New Order, and military and police organs were used to maintain a climate of caution and fear among not just lawbreakers but also among ordinary citizens, journalists, dissidents, labor advocates, and others who were viewed as subversive. Extrajudicial killings of alleged criminals and others were sponsored by the military in some urban and rural areas, and killings of rights activists, particularly in Atjeh, continue. The media, now free after severe New Order controls, is able to report daily on such events. In 1999– 2000, vigilante attacks against even suspected lawbreakers were becoming common in cities and some rural areas, as was an increase in violent crime. Compounding the climate of national disorder were violence among refugees in West Timor, sectarian killing between Muslims and Christians in Sulawesi and Maluku, and separatist violence in Atjeh and Papua; in all of which, elements of the police and military are seen to be participating, even fomenting, rather than controlling.
In villages many problems are never reported to the police but are still settled by local custom and mutual agreement mediated by recognized leaders. Customary settlement is frequently the only means used, but it also may be used as a first resort before appeal to courts or as a last resort by dissatisfied litigants from state courts. In multiethnic areas, disputes between members of different ethnic groups may be settled by leaders of either or both groups, by a court, or by feud. In many regions with settled populations, a customary settlement is honored over a court one, and many rural areas are peaceful havens. Local custom is often based upon restorative justice, and jailing miscreants may be considered unjust since it removes them from oversight and control of their kinsmen and neighbors and from working to compensate aggrieved or victimized persons. Where there is great population mobility, especially in cities, this form of social control is far less viable and, since the legal system is ineffective, vigilantism becomes more common.
Military Activity. The Armed Forces of the Republic of Indonesia ( Angkatan Bersenjata Republik Indonesia , or ABRI) consist of the army (about 214,000 personnel), navy (about 40,000), air force (nearly 20,000), and, until recently, state police (almost 171,000). In addition, almost three million civilians were trained in civil defense groups, student units, and other security units. The premier force, the army, was founded and commanded by members of the Royal Netherlands Indies Army and/or the Japanese-sponsored Motherland Defenders. Many soldiers at first came from the latter, but many volunteers were added after the Japanese left. Some local militias were led by people with little military experience, but their success in the war of independence made them at least local heroes. The army underwent vicissitudes after independence as former colonial officers led in transforming guerilla-bands and provincial forces into a centralized modern army, with national command structure, education, and training.
From its beginning the armed forces recognized a dual function as a defense and security force and as a social and political one, with a territorial structure (distinct from combat commands) that paralleled the civilian government from province level to district, subdistrict, and even village. General Suharto came to power as the leader of an anticommunist and nationalist army, and he made the military the major force behind the New Order. Its security and social and political functions have included monitoring social and political developments at national and local levels; providing personnel for important government departments and state enterprises; censoring the media and monitoring dissidents; placing personnel in villages to learn about local concerns and to help in development; and filling assigned blocs in representative bodies. The military owns or controls hundreds of businesses and state enterprises that provide about three-quarters of its budget, hence the difficulty for a civilian president who wishes to exert control over it. Also, powerful military and civilian officials provide protection and patronage for Chinese business-people in exchange for shares in profits and political funding.

Social Welfare and Change Programs

The responsibility for most formal public health and social welfare programs rests primarily with government and only secondarily with private and religious organizations. From 1970 to 1990, considerable investment was made in roads and in health stations in rural and urban areas, but basic infrastructure is still lacking in many areas. Sewage and waste disposal are still poor in many urban areas, and pollution affects canals and rivers, especially in newly industrializing areas such as West Java. Welfare programs to benefit the poor are minimal compared to the need, and rural economic development activities are modest compared to those in cities. The largest and most successful effort, the national family planning program, used both government and private institutions to considerably reduce the rate of population increase in Java and other areas. Transmigration, the organized movement of people from rural Java to less populated outer island areas in Sumatra, Kalimantan, Sulawesi, and West Papua, was begun by the Dutch early in the twentieth century and is continued vigorously by the Indonesian government. It has led to the agricultural development of many outer island areas but has little eased population pressure in Java, and it has led to ecological problems and to ethnic and social conflicts between transmigrants and local people.

Nongovernmental Organizations and Other Organizations

Despite government dominance in many areas of social action, nongovernmental organizations (NGOs) have a rich history, though they often have had limited funds, have operated under government restraint, and have been limited in much of their activity to urban areas. They have served in fields such as religion, family planning, education, rural health and mutual aid, legal aid, workers' rights, philanthropy, regional or ethnic interests, literature and the arts, and ecology and conservation Muslim and Christian organizations have been active in community education and health care since the early twentieth century. Foreign religious, philanthropic, and national and international organizations have supported welfare efforts by government and NGOs, though most NGOs are homegrown. The authoritarian nature of the New Order led to tensions between the government and NGOs in areas such as legal aid, workers' rights, and conservation, and the government sought to co-opt some such organizations. Also, foreign support for NGOs led to tensions between the various governments, even cancellations of aid, when that support was viewed as politically motivated. With the collapse of the New Order regime and pressures for reform since 1998, NGOs are more active in serving various constituencies, though economic upset during the same period has strained their resources.

Gender Roles and Statuses

Division of Labor by Gender. Women and men share in many aspects of village agriculture, though plowing is more often done by men and harvest groups composed only of women are commonly seen. Getting the job done is primary. Gardens and orchards may be tended by either sex, though men are more common in orchards. Men predominate in hunting and fishing, which may take them away for long durations. If men seek long-term work outside the village, women may tend to all aspects of farming and gardening. Women are found in the urban workforce in stores, small industries, and markets, as well as in upscale businesses, but nearly always in fewer numbers than men. Many elementary schoolteachers are women, but teachers in secondary schools and colleges and universities are more frequently men, even though the numbers of male and female students may be similar. Men predominate at all levels of government, central and regional, though women are found in a variety of positions and there has been a woman cabinet minister.
A woman serves food at a market stand. Urban Indonesian women often find work in markets.
A woman serves food at a market stand. Urban Indonesian women often find work in markets.
The vice president, Megawati Sukarnoputri, a woman, was a candidate for president, though her reputation derives mainly from her father, Sukarno, the first president. She was opposed by many Muslim leaders because of her gender, but she had the largest popular following in the national legislative election of 1999.
The Relative Status of Women and Men. Though Indonesia is a Muslim nation, the status of women is generally considered to be high by outside observers, though their position and rights vary considerably in different ethnic groups, even Muslim ones. Nearly everywhere, Indonesian gender ideology emphasizes men as community leaders, decision makers, and mediators with the outside world, while women are the backbone of the home and family values.

Marriage, Family, and Kinship

Marriage. People in Indonesia gain the status of full adults through marriage and parenthood. In Indonesia, one does not ask, "Is he (or she) married?," but "Is he (or she) married yet?," to which the correct response is, "Yes" or "Not yet." Even homosexuals are under great family pressure to marry. Certain societies in Sumatra and eastern Indonesia practice affinal alliance, in which marriages are arranged between persons in particular patrilineal clans or lineages who are related as near or distant cross-cousins. In these societies the relationship between wife-giving and wife-taking clans or lineages is vitally important to the structure of society and involves lifelong obligations for the exchange of goods and services between kin. The Batak are a prominent Sumatran example of such a people. Clan membership and marriage alliances between clans are important for the Batak whether they live in their mountain homeland or have migrated to distant cities. Their marriages perpetuate relationships between lineages or clans, though individual wishes and love between young people may be considered by their families and kinsmen, as may education, occupation, and wealth among urbanites.
In societies without lineal descent groups, love is more prominent in leading people to marry, but again education, occupation, or wealth in the city, or the capacity to work hard, be a good provider, and have access to resources in the village, are also considered. Among the Javanese or Bugis, for example, the higher the social status of a family, the more likely parents and other relatives will arrange a marriage (or veto potential relationships). In most Indonesian societies, marriage is viewed as one important means of advancing individual or family social status (or losing it).
Divorce and remarriage practices are diverse. Among Muslims they are governed by Muslim law and may be settled in Muslim courts, or as with non-Muslims, they may be settled in the government's civil court. The initiation of divorce and its settlements favors males among Muslims and also in many traditional societies. Divorce and remarriage may be handled by local elders or officials according to customary law, and terms for such settlements may vary considerably by ethnic group. In general, societies with strong descent groups, such as the Batak, eschew divorce and it is very rare. Such societies may also practice the levirate (widows marrying brothers or cousins of their deceased spouse). In societies without descent groups, such as the Javanese, divorce is much more common and can be initiated by either spouse. Remarriage is also easy. Javanese who are not members of the upper class are reported to have a high divorce rate, while divorce among upper-class and wealthy Javanese is rarer.
Polygamy is recognized among Muslims, some immigrant Chinese, and some traditional societies, but not by Christians. Such marriages are probably few in number. Marriages between members of different ethnic groups are also uncommon, though they may be increasing in urban areas and among the better educated.
Domestic Unit. The nuclear family of husband, wife, and children is the most widespread domestic unit, though elders and unmarried siblings may be added to it in various societies and at various times. This domestic unit is as common among remote peoples as among urbanites, and is also unrelated to the presence or absence of clans in a society. An exception is the traditional, rural matrilineal Minangkabau, for whom the domestic unit still comprises coresident females around a grandmother (or mothers) with married and unmarried daughters and sons in a large traditional house. Husbands come only as visitors to their wife's hearth and bedchamber in the house. Some societies, such as the Karo of Sumatra or some Dayak of Kalimantan, live in large (or long) houses with multiple hearths and bedchambers that belong to related or even unrelated nuclear family units.
Inheritance. Inheritance patterns are diverse even within single societies. Muslim inheritance favors males over females as do the customs of many traditional societies (an exception being matrilineal ones where rights over land, for example, are passed down between females). Inheritance disputes, similar to divorces, may be handled in Muslim courts, civil courts, or customary village ways. Custom generally favors males, but actual practice often gives females inheritances. In many societies, there is a distinction between property that is inherited or acquired; the former is passed on in clan or family lines, the latter goes to the children or the spouse of the deceased. Such a division may also be recognized at divorce. In many areas land is communal property of a kin or local group, while household goods, personal items, or productive equipment are familial or individual inheritable property. In some places economic trees, such as rubber, may be personally owned, while rice land is communally held. With changing economic conditions, newer ideas about property, and increasing demand for money, the rules and practices regarding inheritance are changing, which can produce conflicts that a poorly organized legal system and weakened customary leaders cannot easily manage.
Kin Groups. Many of Indonesia's ethnic groups have strong kinship groupings based upon patrilineal, matrilineal, or bilateral descent. Such peoples are primarily in Sumatra, Kalimantan, Maluku, Sulawesi, and the Eastern Lesser Sundas. Patrilineal descent is most common, though matriliny is found in a few societies, such as the Minangkabau of West Sumatra and southern Tetun of West Timor. Some societies in Kalimantan and Sulawesi, as well as the Javanese, have bilateral kinship systems.
Kinship is a primordial loyalty throughout Indonesia. Fulfilling obligations to kin can be onerous, but provides vital support in various aspects of life. Government or other organizations do not provide social security, unemployment insurance, old age care, or legal aid. Family, extended kinship, and clan do provide such help, as do patron-client relationships and alliances between peers. Correlated with these important roles of family and kin are practices of familial and ethnic patrimonialism, nepotism, patronage, and paternalism in private sectors and government service.

Socialization

Child Rearing and Education. In the government education system, generally, quantity has prevailed over quality. Facilities remain poorly equipped and salaries remain so low that many teachers must take additional jobs to support their families.
Higher Education. The colonial government greatly limited education in Dutch and the vernaculars, and people were primarily trained for civil service and industrial and health professions. At the time of independence in 1950, the republic had few schools or university faculties. Mass education became a major government priority for the next five decades. Today many Indonesians have earned advanced degrees abroad and most have returned to serve their country. In this effort the government has received considerable support from the World Bank, United Nation agencies, foreign governments, and private foundations. Increasingly, better-educated people serve at all levels in national and regional governments, and the private sector has benefitted greatly from these educational efforts. Private Muslim and Christian elementary and secondary schools, universities and institutes, which are found in major cities and the countryside, combine secular subjects and religious education.
Higher education has suffered from a lecture-based system, poor laboratories, a shortage of adequate textbooks in Indonesian, and a poor level of English-language proficiency, which keeps many students from using such foreign textbooks as are available. Research in universities is limited and mainly serves government projects or private enterprise and allows researchers to supplement their salaries.
From the late 1970s through the l990s, private schools and universities increased in number and quality and served diverse students (including Chinese Indonesians who were not accepted at government universities). Many of these institutions' courses are taught in afternoons and evenings by faculty members from government universities who are well paid for their efforts.
The colonial government limited education to an amount needed to fill positions in the civil service and society of the time. Indonesian mass education, with a different philosophy, has had the effect of producing more graduates than there are jobs available, even in strong economic times. Unrest has occurred among masses of job applicants who seek to remain in cities but do not find positions commensurate with their view of themselves as graduates.
Students have been political activists from the 1920s to the present. The New Order regime made great efforts to expand educational opportunities while also influencing the curriculum, controlling student activities, and appointing pliant faculty members to administrative positions. New campuses of the University of Indonesia near Jakarta, and Hasanuddin University near Makassar, for example, were built far from their previous locations at the center of these cities, to curb mobilization and marching.

Etiquette

When riding a Jakarta bus, struggling in post-office crowds, or getting into a football match, one may think that Indonesians have only a push-and-shove etiquette. And in a pedicab or the market, bargaining always delays action. Children may repeatedly shout "Belanda, Belanda" (white Westerner) at a European, or youths shout, "Hey, Mister." In some places a young woman walking or biking alone is subject to harassment by young males. But public behavior contrasts sharply with private etiquette. In an Indonesian home, one joins in quiet speech and enjoys humorous banter and frequent laughs. People sit properly with feet on the floor and uncrossed legs while guests, men, and elders are given the best seating and deference. Strong emotions and rapid or abrupt movements of face, arms, or body are avoided before guests. Drinks and snacks must be served, but not immediately, and when served, guests must wait to be invited to drink. Patience is rewarded, displays of greed are avoided, and one may be offered a sumptuous meal by a host who asks pardon for its inadequacy.
Whether serving tea to guests, passing money after bargaining in the marketplace, or paying a clerk for stamps at the post office, only the right hand is used to give or receive, following Muslim custom. (The left hand is reserved for toilet functions.) Guests are served with a slight bow, and elders are passed by juniors with a bow. Handshakes are appropriate between men, but with a soft touch (and between Muslims with the hand then lightly touching the heart). Until one has a truly intimate relationship with another, negative feelings such as jealousy, envy, sadness, and anger should be hidden from that person. Confrontations should be met with smiles and quiet demeanor, and direct eye contact should be avoided, especially with social superiors. Punctuality is not prized— Indonesians speak of "rubber time"—and can be considered impolite. Good guidebooks warn, however, that Indonesians may expect Westerners to be on time! In public, opposite sexes are rarely seen holding hands (except perhaps in a Jakarta mall), while male or female friends of the same sex do hold hands.
Neatness in grooming is prized, whether on a crowded hot bus or at a festival. Civil servants wear neat uniforms to work, as do schoolchildren and teachers.
The Javanese emphasize the distinction between refined ( halus ) and crude ( kasar ) behavior, and young children who have not yet learned refined behavior in speech, demeanor, attitude, and general behavior are considered "not yet Javanese." This distinction may be extended to other peoples whose culturally correct behavior is not deemed appropriate by the Javanese. The Batak, for example, may be considered crude because they generally value directness in speech and demeanor and can be argumentative in interpersonal relationships. And a Batak man's wife is deemed to be a wife to his male siblings (though not in a sexual way), which a Javanese wife might not accept. Bugis do not respect persons who smile and withdraw in the face of challenges, as the Javanese tend to do; they respect those who defend their honor even violently, especially the honor of their women. Thus conflict between the Javanese and others over issues of etiquette and behavior is possible. A Javanese wife of a Batak man may not react kindly to his visiting brother expecting to be served and to have his laundry done without thanks; a young Javanese may smile and greet politely a young Bugis girl, which can draw the ire (and perhaps knife) of her brother or cousin; a Batak civil servant may dress down his Javanese subordinate publicly (in which case both the Batak and the Javanese lose face in the eyes of the Javanese). Batak who migrate to cities in Java organize evening lessons to instruct newcomers in proper behavior with the majority Javanese and Sundanese with whom they will live and work. Potential for interethnic conflict has increased over the past decades as more people from Java are transmigrated to outer islands, and more people from the outer islands move to Java.

Religion

Religious Beliefs. Indonesia has the largest Muslim population of any nation, and in 1990 the population was reported to be 87 percent Muslim. There is a well-educated and influential Christian minority (about 9.6 percent of the population in 1990), with about twice as many Protestants as Catholics. The Balinese still follow a form of Hinduism. Mystical cults are well established among the Javanese elite and middle class, and members of many ethnic groups still follow traditional belief systems. Officially the government recognizes religion ( agama ) to include Islam, Christianity, Hinduism, and Buddhism, while other belief systems are called just that, beliefs (kepercayaan ). Those who hold beliefs are subject to conversion; followers of religion are not. Belief in ancestral spirits, spirits of diverse sorts of places, and powerful relics are found among both peasants and educated people and among many followers of the world religions; witchcraft and sorcery also have their believers and practitioners. The colonial regime had an uneasy relationship with Islam, as has the Indonesian government. The first of the Five Principles extols God ( Tuhan ), but not Allah by name. Dissidents have wanted to make Indonesia a Muslim state, but they have not prevailed.
The Javanese are predominantly Muslim, though many are Catholic or Protestant, and many Chinese in Java and elsewhere are Christian, mainly Protestant. The Javanese are noted for a less strict adherence to Islam and a greater orientation to Javanese religion, a mixture of Islam and previous Hindu and animist beliefs. The Sundanese of West Java, by contrast, are ardently Muslim. Other noted Muslim peoples are the Acehnese of North Sumatra, the first Indonesians to become Muslim; the Minangkabau, despite their matriliny; the Banjarese of South Kalimantan; the Bugis and Makassarese of South Sulawesi; the Sumbawans of the Lesser Sunda Islands; and the people of Ternate and Tidor in Maluku.
The Dutch sought to avoid European-style conflict between Protestants and Catholics by assigning particular regions for conversion by each of them. Thus today the Batak of Sumatra, the Dayak of Kalimantan, the Toraja and Menadonese of Sulawesi, and the Ambonese of Maluku are Protestant; the peoples of Flores and the Tetun of West Timor are Catholic.
Religious Practitioners. Islam in Indonesia is of the Sunni variety, with little hierarchical leadership. Two major Muslim organizations, Nahdatul Ulama (NU) and Muhammadiyah , both founded in Java, have played an important role in education, the nationalist struggle, and politics after independence. The New Order regime allowed only one major Muslim political group, which had little power; but after the fall of President Suharto, many parties (Muslim and others) emerged, and these two organizations continued to play an important role in the elections. The leader of NU, Abdurrahman Wahid (whose grandfather founded it), campaigned successfully and became the country's president; an opponent, Amien Rais, head of Muhammadiyah, became speaker of the DPR. During this time of transition, forces of tolerance are being challenged by those who have wanted Indonesia to be a Muslim state. The outcome of that conflict is uncertain.
Muslim-Christian relations have been tense since colonial times. The Dutch government did not proselytize, but it allowed Christian missions to convert freely among non-Muslims. When Christians and Muslims were segregated on different islands or in different regions, relations were amicable. Since the 1970s, however, great movements of people—especially Muslims from Java, Sulawesi, and parts of Maluku into previously Christian areas in Kalimantan, Sulawesi, Maluku, and West Papua—has led to changes in religious demography and imbalances in economic, ethnic, and political power. The end of the New Order regime has led to an uncapping of tensions and great violence in places such as Ambon (capital of the Maluku province), other Maluku islands, and Sulawesi. A loss of authority by commanders over Muslim and Christian troops in the outer islands is playing a part. Christians generally have kept to themselves and avoided national politics. They lack mass organizations or leaders comparable to Muslim ones, but disproportionate numbers of Christians have held important civil, military, intellectual, and business positions (a result of the Christian emphasis upon modern education); Christian secondary schools and universities are prominent and have educated children of the elite (including non-Christians); and
Village living is often dictated by established custom and mutual agreement by recognized leaders.
Village living is often dictated by established custom and mutual agreement by recognized leaders.
two major national newspapers, Kompas and Suara Pembaruan , were of Catholic and Protestant origin, respectively. Some Muslims are displeased by these facts, and Christians were historically tainted in their eyes through association with the Dutch and foreign missionaries and the fact that Chinese Indonesians are prominent Christians.
During the New Order, those not having a religion were suspected of being Communist, so there was a rush to conversion in many areas, including Java, which gained many new Christians. Followers of traditional ethnic beliefs were under pressure as well. In places such as interior Kalimantan and Sulawesi, some people and groups converted to one of the world religions, but others sought government recognition for a reorganized traditional religion through both regional and national politicking. Among the Ngaju Dayak, for instance, the traditional belief system, Kaharingan, gained official acceptance in the Hindu-Buddhist category, though it is neither. People who follow traditional beliefs and practices are often looked down upon as primitive, irrational, and backward by urban civil and military leaders who are Muslim or Christian— but these groups formed new sorts of organizations, modeled on urban secular ones, to bolster support. Such moves represent both religious and ethnic resistance to pressure from the outside, from neighboring Muslim or Christian groups, and from exploitative government and military officers or outside developers of timber and mining industries. On Java, mystical groups, such as Subud, also lobbied for official recognition and protections. Their position was stronger than that of remote peoples because they had followers in high places, including the president.
Rituals and Holy Places. Muslims and Christians follow the major holidays of their faiths, and in Makassar, for example, the same decorative lights are left up for celebrating both Idul Fitri and Christmas. National calendars list Muslim and Christian holidays as well as Hindu-Buddhist ones. In many places, people of one religion may acknowledge the holidays of another religion with visits or gifts. Mosques and churches have the same features found elsewhere in the world, but the temples of Bali are very special. While centers for spiritual communication with Hindu deities, they also control the flow of water to Bali's complex irrigation system through their ritual calendar.
Major Muslim annual rituals are Ramadan (the month of fasting), Idul Fitri (the end of fasting), and the hajj (pilgrimage). Indonesia annually provides the greatest number of pilgrims to Mecca. Smaller pilgrimages in Indonesia may also be made to
Workers harvest rice on a terraced paddy on the island of Bali.
Workers harvest rice on a terraced paddy on the island of Bali.
graves of saints, those believed to have brought Islam to Indonesia, Sunan Kalijaga being the most famous.
Rituals of traditional belief systems mark life-cycle events or involve propitiation for particular occasions and are led by shamans, spirit mediums, or prayer masters (male or female). Even in Muslim and Christian areas, some people may conduct rituals at birth or death that are of a traditional nature, honor and feed spirits of places or graves of ancestors, or use practitioners for sorcery or countermagic. The debate over what is or is not allowable custom by followers of religion is frequent in Indonesia. Among the Sa'dan Toraja of Sulawesi, elaborate sacrifice of buffalos at funerals has become part of the international tourist circuit, and the conversion of local custom to tourist attractions can be seen in other parts of Indonesia, such as on Bali or Samosir Island in North Sumatra.
Death and the Afterlife. It is widely believed that the deceased may influence the living in various ways, and funerals serve to ensure the proper passage of the spirit to the afterworld, though cemeteries are still considered potentially dangerous dwellings for ghosts. In Java the dead may be honored by modest family ceremonies held on Thursday evening. Among Muslims, burial must occur within twenty-four hours and be attended by Muslim officiants; Christian burial is also led by a local church leader. The two have separate cemeteries. In Java and other areas there may be secondary rites to assure the well-being of the soul and to protect the living. Funerals, like marriages, call for a rallying of kin, neighbors, and friends, and among many ethnic groups social status may be expressed through the elaborateness or simplicity of funerals. In clan-based societies, funerals are occasions for the exchange of gifts between wife-giving and wife-taking groups. In such societies representatives of the wife-giving group are usually responsible for conducting the funeral and for leading the coffin to the grave.
Funeral customs vary. Burial is most common, except for Hindu Bali where cremation is the norm. The Sa'dan Toraja are noted for making large wooden effigies of the deceased, which are placed in niches in sheer stone cliffs to guard the tombs. In the past, the Batak made stone sarcophagi for the prominent dead. This practice stopped with Christianization, but in recent decades, prosperous urban Batak have built large stone sarcophagi in their home villages to honor the dead and reestablish a connection otherwise severed by migration.

Medicine and Health Care

Modern public health care was begun by the Dutch to safeguard plantation workers. It expanded to hospitals and midwifery centers in towns and some rural health facilities. During the New Order public health and family planning became a priority for rural areas and about seven thousand community health centers and 20,500 sub-health centers were built by 1995. In Jakarta medical faculties exist in a number of provincial universities. Training is often hampered by poor facilities, and medical research is limited as teaching physicians also maintain private practices to serve urban needs and supplement meager salaries. Physicians and government health facilities are heavily concentrated in large cities, and private hospitals are also located there, some founded by Christian missions or Muslim foundations. Many village areas in Java, and especially those in the outer islands, have little primary care beyond inoculations, maternal and baby visits, and family planning, though these have had important impacts on health conditions.
Traditional medicine is alive throughout the archipelago. Javanese curers called dukun deal with a variety of illnesses of physical, emotional, and spiritual origin through combinations of herbal and magical means. In north Sumatra, some ethnic curers specialize; for example, Karo bonesetters have many clinics. Herbal medicines and tonics called jamu are both home blended and mass produced. Commercial brands of tonics and other medicines are sold throughout the archipelago, and tonic sellers' vehicles can be seen in remote places.
Various forms of spiritual healing are done by shamans, mediums, and other curers in urban and rural areas. Many people believe that ritual or social missteps may lead to misfortune, which includes illness. Traditional healers diagnose the source and deal with the problems, some using black arts. Bugis transvestite healers serve aristocratic and commoner households in dealing with misfortune, often becoming possessed in order to communicate with the source of misfortune. In Bali, doctors trained in modern medicine may also practice spirit-oriented healing. Accusations of sorcery and attacks on alleged sorcerers are not uncommon in many areas and are most liable to arise in times of social, economic, and political unrest.

Secular Celebrations

The most important national celebration is Independence Day, 17 August, which is marked by parades and displays in Jakarta and provincial and district capitals. Provincial celebrations may have local cultural or historical flavor. Youth are often prominent. Kartini Day, 21 April, honors Indonesia's first female emancipationist; schools and women's organizations hold activities that day. The military also has its celebrations. New Year's is celebrated 1 January when businesses close and local fairs with fireworks are held in some places. Western-style dances are held in hotels in cities. Public celebration by the Chinese of their New Year was not allowed for decades, but this rule was lifted in 1999 and dragons again danced in the streets. Previously it was celebrated only in homes, though businesses did close and for two days the bustle of Jakarta traffic was stilled. Local celebrations recognize foundings of cities, historical events and personages, or heroes (some national, others regional), while others mark special events, such as bull racing on Madura and palace processions in Yogyakarta or Surakarta. On Bali a lunar calendar New Year's day is celebrated with fasting, prayer, silence, and inactivity. All people (including tourists) must remain indoors and without lights on so that harmful spirits will think Bali is empty and will leave.

The Arts and Humanities

Support for the Arts. In the past in Java and Bali, royal courts or rich persons were major patrons of the arts. They continue their support, but other institutions joined them. The Dutch founded the Batavia Society for the Arts and Sciences in 1778, which established the National Museum that continues to display artifacts of the national culture. The Dutch-founded National Archive seeks to preserve the literary heritage, despite poor funding and the hazards of tropical weather and insects. Over the past several decades, regional cultural museums were built using national and provincial government funding and some foreign aid. Preservation of art and craft traditions and objects, such as house architecture, batik and tie-dye weaving, wood carving, silver and gold working, statuary, puppets, and basketry, are under threat from the international arts and crafts market, local demands for cash, and changing indigenous values.
A college for art teachers, founded in 1947, was incorporated in 1951 into the Technological Institute of Bandung; an Academy of Fine Arts was established in Yogyakarta in 1950; and the Jakarta Institute of Art Education was begun in 1968. Academies have since been founded elsewhere; the arts are part of various universities and teacher training institutes; and private schools for music and dance have been founded. Private galleries for painters and batik designers are legion in Yogyakarta and Jakarta. Academies and institutes maintain traditional arts as well as develop newer forms of theater, music, and dance.
Literature. Indonesia's literary legacy includes centuries-old palm, bamboo, and other fiber manuscripts from several literate peoples, such as the Malay, Javanese, Balinese, Buginese, Rejang, and Batak. The fourteenth century Nagarakrtagama is a lengthy poem praising King Hayam Wuruk and describing the life and social structure of his kingdom, Majapahit. The I La Galigo of the Bugis, which traces the adventures of their culture hero, Sawerigading, is one of the world's longest epic poems.
In colonial times some literature was published in regional languages, the most being in Javanese, but this was stopped after Indonesian independence. The earliest official publishing house for Indonesian literature is Balai Pustaka, founded in Batavia in 1917. National culture was expressed and, in some ways formed, through spoken Malay-Indonesian (understood by many people) and newspapers, pamphlets, poetry, novels, and short stories for those who could read. By the time of independence, literary production was not great, but it has grown considerably since the 1950s. The literary tradition is now rich, but one should note that reading for pleasure or enlightenment is not yet part of the culture of average urban Indonesians and plays little if any part in the life of village people. Indonesia has made literacy and widespread elementary education a major effort of the nation, but in many rural parts of the country functional literacy is limited. For students to own many books is not common; universities are still oriented toward lecture notes rather than student reading; and libraries are poorly stocked.
In the conflict between left-and right-wing politics of the 1950s and early 1960s, organizations of authors were drawn into the fray. In the anticommunist purges of the late 1960s, some writers who had participated in left-wing organizations were imprisoned. The most famous is Pramoedya Ananta Toer, a nationalist who had also been imprisoned by the Dutch from 1947 to 1949. He composed books as stories told to fellow prisoners in exile on the island of Buru from 1965 to 1979. He was released from Buru and settled in Jakarta, but remained under city arrest. Four of his novels, the Buru Quartet , published between 1980 and 1988 in Indonesian, are rich documentaries of life in turn-of-the-century colonial Java. They were banned in Indonesia during the New Order. Pram (as he is commonly known, rhyming with Tom) received a PEN Freedom-to-Write Award in 1988 and a Magsaysay Award in 1995. In English translation, the Buru Quartet received critical acclaim, and after the end of the New Order in 1999, Pram made a tour of the United States. He is the only Indonesian novelist to have received such acclaim overseas.
Graphic Arts. Stone sculptures of the elaborate Hindu variety in Java or the ornate sarcophagi of Sumatra are archaeological remains of value, but only in Bali is elaborate stone carving still done (apart from that which may decorate some upscale Jakarta homes or public buildings). Wood carving is more common. The cottage carving industry of Bali finds a wide domestic and international market for its statues of people, deities, and animals, many of which are finely artistic, some hackneyed. Perhaps the most common carving is in the urban furniture industry, mainly in Java, where ornately carved sofas and chairs are very popular. Traditional puppet or animal carvings of the mountain Batak of Sumatra or the upriver Dayak of Kalimantan are now mainly for tourists, though they once showed rich artistry (now largely seen in museums). The Toraja homes are still elaborately carved, and small examples of these carvings are sold to tourists. Toraja carve decorations on large bamboo tubes used for carrying palm wine or rice, and people in eastern Indonesia decorate small bamboo tubes that carry lime used in betel chewing. Among contemporary urban artists, painting on canvas or making batik is much more common than making sculpture.
Indonesian textiles are becoming more widely known overseas. Batik is the Javanese word for "dot" or "stipple"; ikat, a Malay-Indonesian word for "to tie," is a type of cloth that is tie-dyed before weaving. Batik textiles were made in royal courts and cottages, but also became a major commercial industry in Java and Bali, an industry that has experienced economic vicissitudes over the decades. Batik cloth varies enormously in artistry, elaboration, quality, and cost. Formal occasions require that Javanese, Sundanese and Balinese women wear whole cloths wrapped ornately to form a skirt. Men nowadays do so only at their marriage (or if they are in royal courts or are performers in gamelan, dance, or theater). Long-sleeved batik shirts are now accepted formal social wear for men of all ethnic backgrounds, though formal wear for men also includes civil service uniforms, shirts and ties, or Western suits.
Performance Arts. Performance arts are diverse and include: Javanese and Balinese gong-chime orchestras (gamelan) and shadow plays ( wayang ), Sundanese bamboo orchestras ( angklung ), Muslim orchestral music at family events or Muslim holiday celebrations, trance dances ( reog ) from east Java, the dramatic barong dance or the monkey dances for tourists on Bali, Batak puppet dances, horse puppet dances of south Sumatra, Rotinese singers with lontar leaf mandolins, and the dances for ritual and life-cycle events performed by Indonesia's many outer island ethnic groups. All such arts use indigenously produced costumes and musical instruments, of which the Balinese barong costumes and the metalworking of the gamelan orchestra are the most complex. Best known in Indonesia is the Javanese and Balinese shadow puppet theater based on the Ramayana epic, with its brilliant puppeteers ( dalang ) who may manipulate over a hundred puppets in all-night oral performances accompanied by a gamelan orchestra. Bali is best known for the diversity of its performance arts. Despite the fact that Bali draws visitors from around the world, and its troupes perform overseas, most Balinese performers are villagers for whom art complements farming.
Contemporary (and partly Western-influenced) theater, dance, and music are most lively in Jakarta and Yogyakarta, but less common elsewhere. Jakarta's Taman Ismail Marzuki, a national center for the arts, has four theaters, a dance studio, an exhibition hall, small studios, and residences for administrators. Contemporary theater (and sometimes traditional theater as well) has a history of political activism, carrying messages about political figures and events that might not circulate in public. During the New Order, poets and playwrights had works banned, among them W. S. Rendra whose plays were not allowed in Jakarta. There is a long Javanese tradition of the poet as a "voice on the wind," a critic of authority.

The State of the Physical and Social Sciences

The development of science and technology has formed part of Indonesia's five-year plans and is directed toward both basic science and applied technology, with emphasis on the latter. Health, agriculture and animal husbandry, defense, physical sciences, and applied technology have had priority. The Indonesian Institute of Sciences has its headquarters and main library in Jakarta. Its task is to oversee and encourage research in diverse fields, to coordinate between institutions, and to advise on national science and technology policy. It also approves research by foreign scholars. Indonesia's major scientific research training centers are the Technological Institute, in Bandung, and the Agricultural Institute, in Bogor, founded in the colonial period, which draw top secondary school graduates.
Among social sciences, economics has received the greatest attention since the 1950s when the Ford Foundation launched a major program to train economists abroad. These so-called technocrats rose to great importance during the early decades of the New Order and molded economic policy throughout the country's growth period, from the 1970s through the 1990s. Social sciences are included in the national mandate largely as they contribute to supporting development activities. Fields such as political science and sociology received far less attention during the New Order, owing to their potential for, and actual involvement in, social and political criticism.


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